Venting I simply hate sexuality

[Lebensmüder]

Unironically I didn't even bother to look for women, relationships or consensual sex in the last years. Most whores have already sexual experience by my age. Unironically, I know that I am going to suck at this sex too (like in all things male related) and if some whore laughs at me this would be more damaging than inceldom.

From masturbation alone I can extrapolate that I could never perform sexually well (never was able to do so, will never be), only fucked up porn (not involving sex acts/only body touching with not slim/big-boobed whores in porn) is even able to basically excite me and even then it's going more shitty than good (keep in mind that I am in my 20s - so at the "peak of male virility" and that I could never feel like a real man due to that and other physical problems, this is not a result of porn consumption, because I always had that problem for my entire life). And I won't even bother trying with women and I won't even go to escorts, because I swore that in high school I would be the laughing stock for the last time in my life, but each year of waiting makes it worse.

I hate the fact that despite the fact that I have done everything to live a normal life (from going to school to university to even waging) I simply cannot live/enjoy it and that even the most (truly) subhuman elements of society (e.g. the criminal dreg, filthy teenagers, etc.) can feel like men while these feelings were denied from me simply by fucking nature (while having a high libido at the same time).
Even some filthy/criminal piece of shit can feel like a man due to his physique/height/sexual activities/success in sports/neurotypicality/lack of compulsive disorders/bravery/good posture/able-bodied-ness all while rawdogging his willing GF or a random whore while nothing of that happened or can happen to me. Even if I got a PHD or millions of dollars or a naked, willing woman materializing herself in my room nothing would change that. I am furthermore shameful to the highest degrees, I cannot even tolerate it when my upper body half gets seen by other people, even at a doctor I need enormous mental forces to even reveal parts of my body.

I am not a fucking faggot, I find women attractive (at least their boobs, faces, physique, asses), but holes are fucking disgusting, imagine unironically licking on something smelly where piss/shit comes out, unbelievable that such abnormal activities like cunnilingus/anilingus have been normalized so much that they are nowadays expected even in a relationship. I simply cannot imagine myself in a position where I could actually have sex with a woman, even normal missionary, how anyone can do shit like that is beyond my knowledge. This shit will not even be for most people here relatable, but I had to vent. I simply want to touch a woman and even that I am not really sure of anymore.

 

[Deleted member 37148]

Me too nothing pisses me off than seeing a young fertile whore shaking her ass on camera because i know il never get to put my cock inside them they taunt us with what chad gets daily, may they die a 1000 deaths

 

[GhostedPhantom]

I could never feel like a real man

Same here, although I don't know how much it has to do with me being sexless and how much it has to do with me being a subhuman manlet.

I cannot even tolerate it when my upper body half gets seen by other people, even at a doctor

That sounds like quite the burden to live with. I'm not into psychology but it sounds like something that can be treated with exposure therapy, i.e., something you can get used to gradually. That is, unless there's actually something unsightly about your body you don't want others to see.

holes are fucking disgusting

I've never been turned on by them either; I thought I was the only one. I hate it when in porn, they close up on it instead of showing the good parts. I wonder if normies only pretend to be turned on by them in order to seem cool.

 

[Lebensmüder]

Same here, although I don't know how much it has to do with me being sexless and how much it has to do with me being a subhuman manlet.

Brutal.

That sounds like quite the burden to live with. I'm not into psychology but it sounds like something that can be treated with exposure therapy, i.e., something you can get used to gradually. That is, unless there's actually something unsightly about your body you don't want others to see.

Thanks for the advice.
I hate it that there are still some stretch marks visible from the time before I gymmaxxed. But it was even there as a child. I hated going swimming or to a beach with my parents (if they forced me to get rid off my T-shirt). I don't know why.
Am sadly not going into therapy again within the forseeable future, had as a child Attachment Therapy done to me which fucked me up even more mentally and then everything else was bullshit, only some EEG-based techniques helped me (in the early 2010s) to some degree. But apart from that mental health was shit for me.

Attachment therapy - Wikipedia

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I've never been turned on by them either; I thought I was the only one. I hate it when in porn, they close up on it instead of showing the good parts. I wonder if normies only pretend to be turned on by them in order to seem cool.

Yes, if I want to see an anatomy lesson I can go to medical school. Simply disgusting.

 

[erenyeager]

High iq thread, just been abducting foids and dropping them off in barren deserts when I'm done with my experiments.

 

[Deleted member 39249]

Quit the notion of "feeling like a man". You are a man nothing can change that. Unless you meant "feeling unaccomplished as a man" or something else. We need to unite in triumph. What can we all, together, do for the incel community? There's gotta be more than aimless rage and despair that we can do. A massive (but realistically achievable) collective cope.

 

[Miles Morales]

Unironically I didn't even bother to look for women, relationships or consensual sex in the last years. Most whores have already sexual experience by my age. Unironically, I know that I am going to suck at this sex too (like in all things male related) and if some whore laughs at me this would be more damaging than inceldom.

From masturbation alone I can extrapolate that I could never perform sexually well (never was able to do so, will never be), only fucked up porn (not involving sex acts/only body touching with not slim/big-boobed whores in porn) is even able to basically excite me and even then it's going more shitty than good (keep in mind that I am in my 20s - so at the "peak of male virility" and that I could never feel like a real man due to that and other physical problems, this is not a result of porn consumption, because I always had that problem for my entire life). And I won't even bother trying with women and I won't even go to escorts, because I swore that in high school I would be the laughing stock for the last time in my life, but each year of waiting makes it worse.

I hate the fact that despite the fact that I have done everything to live a normal life (from going to school to university to even waging) I simply cannot live/enjoy it and that even the most (truly) subhuman elements of society (e.g. the criminal dreg, filthy teenagers, etc.) can feel like men while these feelings were denied from me simply by fucking nature (while having a high libido at the same time).
Even some filthy/criminal piece of shit can feel like a man due to his physique/height/sexual activities/success in sports/neurotypicality/lack of compulsive disorders/bravery/good posture/able-bodied-ness all while rawdogging his willing GF or a random whore while nothing of that happened or can happen to me. Even if I got a PHD or millions of dollars or a naked, willing woman materializing herself in my room nothing would change that. I am furthermore shameful to the highest degrees, I cannot even tolerate it when my upper body half gets seen by other people, even at a doctor I need enormous mental forces to even reveal parts of my body.

I am not a fucking faggot, I find women attractive (at least their boobs, faces, physique, asses), but holes are fucking disgusting, imagine unironically licking on something smelly where piss/shit comes out, unbelievable that such abnormal activities like cunnilingus/anilingus have been normalized so much that they are nowadays expected even in a relationship. I simply cannot imagine myself in a position where I could actually have sex with a woman, even normal missionary, how anyone can do shit like that is beyond my knowledge. This shit will not even be for most people here relatable, but I had to vent. I simply want to touch a woman and even that I am not really sure of anymore.

Me too nothing pisses me off than seeing a young fertile whore shaking her ass on camera because i know il never get to put my cock inside them they taunt us with what chad gets daily, may they die a 1000 deaths

Something is wrong in our design. Our bodies should detatch us from sexual desire one once we hit puberty and being incapable to get laid. The fact we didn't lose our virginity as teenagers should indicate our bodies that is over. That our genes shouldn't be spreaded.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Unironically I didn't even bother to look for women, relationships or consensual sex in the last years. Most whores have already sexual experience by my age. Unironically, I know that I am going to suck at this sex too (like in all things male related) and if some whore laughs at me this would be more damaging than inceldom.

From masturbation alone I can extrapolate that I could never perform sexually well (never was able to do so, will never be), only fucked up porn (not involving sex acts/only body touching with not slim/big-boobed whores in porn) is even able to basically excite me and even then it's going more shitty than good (keep in mind that I am in my 20s - so at the "peak of male virility" and that I could never feel like a real man due to that and other physical problems, this is not a result of porn consumption, because I always had that problem for my entire life). And I won't even bother trying with women and I won't even go to escorts, because I swore that in high school I would be the laughing stock for the last time in my life, but each year of waiting makes it worse.

I hate the fact that despite the fact that I have done everything to live a normal life (from going to school to university to even waging) I simply cannot live/enjoy it and that even the most (truly) subhuman elements of society (e.g. the criminal dreg, filthy teenagers, etc.) can feel like men while these feelings were denied from me simply by fucking nature (while having a high libido at the same time).
Even some filthy/criminal piece of shit can feel like a man due to his physique/height/sexual activities/success in sports/neurotypicality/lack of compulsive disorders/bravery/good posture/able-bodied-ness all while rawdogging his willing GF or a random whore while nothing of that happened or can happen to me. Even if I got a PHD or millions of dollars or a naked, willing woman materializing herself in my room nothing would change that. I am furthermore shameful to the highest degrees, I cannot even tolerate it when my upper body half gets seen by other people, even at a doctor I need enormous mental forces to even reveal parts of my body.

I am not a fucking faggot, I find women attractive (at least their boobs, faces, physique, asses), but holes are fucking disgusting, imagine unironically licking on something smelly where piss/shit comes out, unbelievable that such abnormal activities like cunnilingus/anilingus have been normalized so much that they are nowadays expected even in a relationship. I simply cannot imagine myself in a position where I could actually have sex with a woman, even normal missionary, how anyone can do shit like that is beyond my knowledge. This shit will not even be for most people here relatable, but I had to vent. I simply want to touch a woman and even that I am not really sure of anymore.

I FEEL SEXUALLY AGGRESSIVE LIKE A CAGED HORNY ANIMAL 24/7

 

[tang ping]

if only there was a way to remove sexuality without all the negative side effects of low T, 1984 was a utopia.

 

[Linesnap99]

just get an escort theory

 

[BCNincel]

I hate the fact that despite the fact that I have done everything to live a normal life (from going to school to university to even waging) I simply cannot live/enjoy it and that even the most (truly) subhuman elements of society (e.g. the criminal dreg, filthy teenagers, etc.) can feel like men while these feelings were denied from me simply by fucking nature (while having a high libido at the same time).
Even some filthy/criminal piece of shit can feel like a man due to his physique/height/sexual activities/success in sports/neurotypicality/lack of compulsive disorders/bravery/good posture/able-bodied-ness all while rawdogging his willing GF or a random whore while nothing of that happened or can happen to me. Even if I got a PHD or millions of dollars or a naked, willing woman materializing herself in my room nothing would change that.