Notkev
VerticalCel
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I see it every day: guys who just look better just because.
All because of genes, they just look good effortlessly. Better skin. Better face/skull. "Cute" face. Naturally wide shoulders (even when skinny). Veiny arms. Good voice. Beautiful curly hair. And me? Welp.
All I'm grateful for is that I'm atleast healthy somewhat (physically atleast).
I'm just tired man. Why did I have to be here? I'm not wanted. I'm not invited. I'm not desired. And with every day that passes, the excruciating reality of my predicament and the life I live add to the years of resentment, bitterness and jealousy that has been piled up inside me. Even if at some point I was mentally in a normal place, if ever, now that is gone too.
And the worst part is that I KNOW for a fact and have seen it with my own two eyes more than a few times just how much worse things could get, sometimes almost instantly.
All I can hope to do is somehow making the most out of the MSTOW life.
All because of genes, they just look good effortlessly. Better skin. Better face/skull. "Cute" face. Naturally wide shoulders (even when skinny). Veiny arms. Good voice. Beautiful curly hair. And me? Welp.
All I'm grateful for is that I'm atleast healthy somewhat (physically atleast).
I'm just tired man. Why did I have to be here? I'm not wanted. I'm not invited. I'm not desired. And with every day that passes, the excruciating reality of my predicament and the life I live add to the years of resentment, bitterness and jealousy that has been piled up inside me. Even if at some point I was mentally in a normal place, if ever, now that is gone too.
And the worst part is that I KNOW for a fact and have seen it with my own two eyes more than a few times just how much worse things could get, sometimes almost instantly.
All I can hope to do is somehow making the most out of the MSTOW life.





