Venting I shouldn’t be alive.

[Halloween]

I’m sitting alone right now typing this in my cold dark room. A completely dry phone devoid of love and emotion wondering where it all went wrong. No girl to love Me or care for me. Sex aside, I want to know what it’s like to be loved and accepted and desired. No girl ever gave me a chance, no girl ever looked at my way. They all despise me and wish I was dead at every turn simply for existing. Earlier today I wrote about how a girl simply looked at me with the utmost disgust simply for existing near her space while sitting in the bus. Why me? Sometimes I want to stop calling them whores and toilets and love them, but they hate me

 

[SewerGoat]

Drink a few beers, you come to your senses again

 

[McFlurryCel]

you are living on borrowed time. Suffer while it lasts...

 

[Onlywaifusareforme]

You'll probably go back to usual after you sleep or pass out. Don't mind these episodes that much, for your own good.

 

[VanGobbel]

I’m sitting alone right now typing this in my cold dark room.

pic of your room?

 

[Halloween]

pic of your room?

Afraid of being doxxed

 

[drowningindenial]

Drink a few beers, you come to your senses again

 

[SewerGoat]

Afraid of being doxxed

Many of the people in the mod team are 4chan geogusser wizards. They already know where and when i take a shit

 

[andrej]

Brutal

 

[Rezar_En_La_Ventana]

I feel so insufficient...

 

[Numetalist]

I’m sitting alone right now typing this in my cold dark room. A completely dry phone devoid of love and emotion wondering where it all went wrong. No girl to love Me or care for me. Sex aside, I want to know what it’s like to be loved and accepted and desired. No girl ever gave me a chance, no girl ever looked at my way. They all despise me and wish I was dead at every turn simply for existing. Earlier today I wrote about how a girl simply looked at me with the utmost disgust simply for existing near her space while sitting in the bus. Why me? Sometimes I want to stop calling them whores and toilets and love them, but they hate me

I agree brother. And I can relate. Every night is like this for me.

I once heard a conversation, or an argument between some 'feminist' woman and a dude who seemed to be a truecel. He was complaining about hypergamy and the woman interrupted him and told him that he needs to 'respect women.' He then proceeded to crash out, saying that 'women don't respect me, so why should I care." Which brings me to a part of your statement that I really relate to and find interesting:

Sometimes I want to stop calling them whores and toilets and love them, but they hate me

It's hard to care about or even respect/like a group of people who have only ever ignored you, acted cold towards you, and belittled your existence and experiences as a person. I would like love too. But at this point I genuinely believe that the lot of women just aren't good people, and there is no special woman coming to save me or prove me wrong on that front, so why believe they are.

 

[Emba]

You're not.