FailedSoyCel
Greycel
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- Joined
- Sep 15, 2025
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What's the point of grinding to get things down when I'm not getting anything valuable in return ? It just feels like that I'm dragging a dead body over and over again .
Making money being rich being in an asthetic place sure gives vibes and look meaningful to grind for despite all the shortcomings but again the void of being alone all your life hits hard like a truck..
As the days are passing I'm getting more and more ready for being alone it just matters of days when I'll be able to cope up with the reality that in old age when everyone will be having a family there childern there grandchildren I'll be sitting in cold thinking it feels better and warm here hahaha but deep down ik how it will feel watching them laugh, loved and cherish moment together..
I some time thinks if I someday met with someone who is my school or uni batch mate and if they asked me why am I single and how's going alone in old age what will i tell lmao
Making money being rich being in an asthetic place sure gives vibes and look meaningful to grind for despite all the shortcomings but again the void of being alone all your life hits hard like a truck..
As the days are passing I'm getting more and more ready for being alone it just matters of days when I'll be able to cope up with the reality that in old age when everyone will be having a family there childern there grandchildren I'll be sitting in cold thinking it feels better and warm here hahaha but deep down ik how it will feel watching them laugh, loved and cherish moment together..
I some time thinks if I someday met with someone who is my school or uni batch mate and if they asked me why am I single and how's going alone in old age what will i tell lmao





