ropingsoon111
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I've been wanting to tell my parents about how I'm moving out, so I did last night. Then they started telling me that I have no job to fend for myself and how I'm this fat piece of shit.
I didn't care that they said that. But what pissed me off the most is when my cousin said "YOU HAVEN'T GONE THROUGH SHIT IN LIFE."
and I started crying, not because I was sad, but because out of anger.
These people don't know anything. They know nothing about me, nothing about my life. I have never exposed anything that I've been through to them. And I have been through SHIT.
On top of that my Uncle, (he dismissed this after) it looked like he was recording me as I was crying. And my aunts were laughing at me, saying I haven't been through shit in life.
FUCKS SAKE I'M 5'4, SUBHUMAN, FUCKING INDIAN.
I snapped.
I screamed, so loud, you could have probably have heard me if you were in a 3 mile radius. I let everything out...
It felt so good.
Usually when I'm talking to my family, I never truly say the things I want to say. But I did. And when I did my cousin ran up to me and tried to slap me. I was so pissed off, how dare she? Can't she see I'm suffering? Can't she see I want to die?
I got up, while screaming "SLAP ME SLAPP ME, FUCKING SLAPPPP MEEEE"
I kept slapping myself hard in the face, then she looked at me with a really scared look.
It's over tbh. Honestly I'm embarrassed I behaved this way but it was my built in incel rage that took over. And finally, they're letting me move out after this. I'm gonna go live with my friend who hopefully isn't fucking with me.
I told my aunt "If I can't leave this house, I will fucking kill myself and I am not joking."
So soon I'll be moving to London hopefully.
My aunt said I don't have to go to school as well, I can take a break.
After the mental breakdown they made me take my meds, and two sleeping pills jfl.
I didn't care that they said that. But what pissed me off the most is when my cousin said "YOU HAVEN'T GONE THROUGH SHIT IN LIFE."
and I started crying, not because I was sad, but because out of anger.
These people don't know anything. They know nothing about me, nothing about my life. I have never exposed anything that I've been through to them. And I have been through SHIT.
On top of that my Uncle, (he dismissed this after) it looked like he was recording me as I was crying. And my aunts were laughing at me, saying I haven't been through shit in life.
FUCKS SAKE I'M 5'4, SUBHUMAN, FUCKING INDIAN.
I snapped.
I screamed, so loud, you could have probably have heard me if you were in a 3 mile radius. I let everything out...
It felt so good.
Usually when I'm talking to my family, I never truly say the things I want to say. But I did. And when I did my cousin ran up to me and tried to slap me. I was so pissed off, how dare she? Can't she see I'm suffering? Can't she see I want to die?
I got up, while screaming "SLAP ME SLAPP ME, FUCKING SLAPPPP MEEEE"
I kept slapping myself hard in the face, then she looked at me with a really scared look.
It's over tbh. Honestly I'm embarrassed I behaved this way but it was my built in incel rage that took over. And finally, they're letting me move out after this. I'm gonna go live with my friend who hopefully isn't fucking with me.
I told my aunt "If I can't leave this house, I will fucking kill myself and I am not joking."
So soon I'll be moving to London hopefully.
My aunt said I don't have to go to school as well, I can take a break.
After the mental breakdown they made me take my meds, and two sleeping pills jfl.