First of all, IM NOT A FAKECEL, read the full story.
This is also a sequel to my previous story when I moved schools after threatening to go ER at school.
After moving schools at 13, I was bluepilled and I tried to NTmaxx (diagnosed autist), find friends (never had friends before) and gf.
I started hanging out with only 1 guy from school, to impress him I started drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes with him, he was 14 and I was 13. (this is normal in a polish village)
Then he introduced me to his friend group and they didnt like me at first because I was new, but then after a month I was in the group chat hanging out with them every day after school.
this is where the fun begins
I started to really like drinking vodka because I would be more confident when drunk, which was really good for a diagnosed ASD.
One time after drinking too much vodka, after throwing up, I started crying and traumadumping about my autistic life, about the bullying, having no friends before them, and no girlfriend. They comforted me, but it changed after I started talking about one particural foid that bullied me. (She was the worst, always bullying me, after I tried to fight back she would send her orbiters to beat me up, she told me that I should kill myself, and made my life hell in general...) I told this normie friend group that I'm planning to murder this foid (they knew her) I told them I'm gonna kill her and her mother too (she dont have a father jfl) and that I'm gonna kill some teachers from my previous school too. After that they told me that I'm weird and mentally ill and they deleted me from all the group chats. Now where I live there are still rumours about me planning ER, and I dont have any friends ever since that happened.
This is also a sequel to my previous story when I moved schools after threatening to go ER at school.
After moving schools at 13, I was bluepilled and I tried to NTmaxx (diagnosed autist), find friends (never had friends before) and gf.
I started hanging out with only 1 guy from school, to impress him I started drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes with him, he was 14 and I was 13. (this is normal in a polish village)
Then he introduced me to his friend group and they didnt like me at first because I was new, but then after a month I was in the group chat hanging out with them every day after school.
this is where the fun begins
I started to really like drinking vodka because I would be more confident when drunk, which was really good for a diagnosed ASD.
One time after drinking too much vodka, after throwing up, I started crying and traumadumping about my autistic life, about the bullying, having no friends before them, and no girlfriend. They comforted me, but it changed after I started talking about one particural foid that bullied me. (She was the worst, always bullying me, after I tried to fight back she would send her orbiters to beat me up, she told me that I should kill myself, and made my life hell in general...) I told this normie friend group that I'm planning to murder this foid (they knew her) I told them I'm gonna kill her and her mother too (she dont have a father jfl) and that I'm gonna kill some teachers from my previous school too. After that they told me that I'm weird and mentally ill and they deleted me from all the group chats. Now where I live there are still rumours about me planning ER, and I dont have any friends ever since that happened.
