Ive fallen into a deep depression. There is nobody around me. I hate this loveless life, I hate who I see when I look in the mirror, I hate to remember I've achieved nothing in my worthless life. I am a literal waste of oxygen. There is nothing valuable about me. I don't know what's holding me from ending it. I know nobody is coming to save me, but I hold onto this remaining ounce of hope I have.
This site is the only thing that brings me happiness. The only source of human interaction I get.
If anyone will read this word salad (which I doubt), I'm going to talk about the title; I relapsed sh.
Ive been clean for a long time, I've had urges before but never this strong. The familiar feeling of slight tingling, itching on my arms was too much to bear. It was enjoyable to cut again, but I regretted it after. I have no self control. I'm erratic, unpleasant to be around, weird, hideous, stupid..in short, I'm a failure. Nobody has ever loved me before. I've noticed a pattern.
All I ever want in life is someone who will love me, romantically or even platonically.
I'm completely deranged, I keep losing my mind as the days pass. I wonder how long I can keep going for. Sorry for the long post.
This site is the only thing that brings me happiness. The only source of human interaction I get.
If anyone will read this word salad (which I doubt), I'm going to talk about the title; I relapsed sh.
Ive been clean for a long time, I've had urges before but never this strong. The familiar feeling of slight tingling, itching on my arms was too much to bear. It was enjoyable to cut again, but I regretted it after. I have no self control. I'm erratic, unpleasant to be around, weird, hideous, stupid..in short, I'm a failure. Nobody has ever loved me before. I've noticed a pattern.
All I ever want in life is someone who will love me, romantically or even platonically.
I'm completely deranged, I keep losing my mind as the days pass. I wonder how long I can keep going for. Sorry for the long post.
