I really have no reason to live

[SilentShadow]

I'm 22 so at this age I should have a job or be in education, i should have a social circle and a girlfriend of course, I made the mistake of dropping out of school at 15 even though it wasn't fully my fault, my social anxiety, paranoia and OCD have gotten so much worse over the last couple of years, I regret not trying to fix my problems back when I was 13, now I'm a KHHV adult virgin who missed out on teen love or really missed out on his youth entirely, even if I was to become attractive I would still be scarred by the fact that I missed out on all the important milestones of life, on top of that I have to live with a shitty dysfunctional family that I hate.

I'll probably rope before 25, this year I'm going to try and cope with the occult, if it doesn't work then whatever as expected but I want to test it myself.

What I regret most are all my failures in my teen years and there ain't no way to turn the clock back, brutal agepill.

 

[zd60]

I stopped having a reason to live long ago, I only rot and cope if my copes don't kill me ill kill myself

 

[SupremeSaint]

I stopped having a reason to live long ago, I only rot and cope if my copes don't kill me ill kill myself

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

I'm 22 so at this age I should have a job or be in education, i should have a social circle and a girlfriend of course, I made the mistake of dropping out at school at 15 even though it wasn't fully my fault, my social anxiety, paranoia and OCD have gotten so much worse over the last couple of years, I regret not trying to fix my problems back when I was 13, now I'm a KHHV adult virgin with missed out on teen love or really missed out on his youth entirely, even if I was to become attractive I would still be scarred by the fact that I missed out on all the important milestones of life, on top of that I have to live with a shitty dysfunctional family that I hate.

I'll probably rope before 25, this year I'm going to try and cope with the occult, if it doesn't work then whatever as expected but I want to test it myself.

What I regret most are all my failures in my teen years and there ain't no way to turn the clock back, brutal agepill.

Apart from love and education, work is not a very important part of life.
I worked for four months straight until stress and conflicts forced me to quit.

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

I'm 22 so at this age I should have a job or be in education, i should have a social circle and a girlfriend of course, I made the mistake of dropping out of school at 15 even though it wasn't fully my fault, my social anxiety, paranoia and OCD have gotten so much worse over the last couple of years, I regret not trying to fix my problems back when I was 13, now I'm a KHHV adult virgin who missed out on teen love or really missed out on his youth entirely, even if I was to become attractive I would still be scarred by the fact that I missed out on all the important milestones of life, on top of that I have to live with a shitty dysfunctional family that I hate.

I'll probably rope before 25, this year I'm going to try and cope with the occult, if it doesn't work then whatever as expected but I want to test it myself.

What I regret most are all my failures in my teen years and there ain't no way to turn the clock back, brutal agepill.

I was a school teacher, and when one of my students (a gypsy girl) stole money from the principal and got caught, she accused me of beating her up. Then she and a group of other gypsy came to my house and broke my windows at night. Man, trust me, my job doesn't make anyone better.

 

[SilentShadow]

Apart from love and education, work is not a very important part of life.
I worked for four months straight until stress and conflicts forced me to quit.

Don't your parents force you to work?

 

[SilentShadow]

I was a school teacher, and when one of my students (a Roma girl) stole money from the principal and got caught, she accused me of beating her up. Then she and a group of other Roma girls came to my house and broke my windows at night. Man, trust me, my job doesn't make anyone better.

That's fucked up, gypsies should be gassed.

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

Don't your parents force you to work?

Yes, I worked for 4 months and quit because the gypsy children came to my house at night and broke my windows, so I wrote a letter of resignation and left the village.

 

[Caichan]

I stopped having a reason to live long ago, I only rot and cope if my copes don't kill me ill kill myself

 

[SilentShadow]

I stopped having a reason to live long ago, I only rot and cope if my copes don't kill me ill kill myself

You drink/do drugs?

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

That's fucked up, gypsies should be gassed.

This is Russia. In Burgerland, despite all, the shortcomings of the right to bear arms, the right to use weapons to protect one's home is sacred.

 

[zd60]

You drink/do drugs?

every chance i get

 

[Hohenstaufen]

I'm 22 so at this age I should have a job or be in education, i should have a social circle and a girlfriend of course, I made the mistake of dropping out of school at 15 even though it wasn't fully my fault, my social anxiety, paranoia and OCD have gotten so much worse over the last couple of years, I regret not trying to fix my problems back when I was 13, now I'm a KHHV adult virgin who missed out on teen love or really missed out on his youth entirely, even if I was to become attractive I would still be scarred by the fact that I missed out on all the important milestones of life, on top of that I have to live with a shitty dysfunctional family that I hate.

I'll probably rope before 25, this year I'm going to try and cope with the occult, if it doesn't work then whatever as expected but I want to test it myself.

What I regret most are all my failures in my teen years and there ain't no way to turn the clock back, brutal agepill.

man, my life story is exactly the same

except that I'm soon turning 19.

I finally wanna get back on track

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

That's fucked up, gypsies should be gassed.

At the moment, I'm lost. I worked for 4 months and left from September 1, 2025, to December 30, 2025. I no longer have the desire to work. At least, I definitely won't be working as a teacher anymore.

 

[SilentShadow]

At the moment, I'm lost. I worked for 4 months and left from September 1, 2025, to December 30, 2025. I no longer have the desire to work. At least, I definitely won't be working as a teacher anymore.

How did the non gypsies students treat you?

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

How did the non gypsies students treat you?

I only had problems with the gypsy. Even the non russian children from Azerbaijan children or the Chechen children behaved normally.

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

How did the non gypsies students treat you?

Therefore, work is not something to worry about. Work can only make you feel worse.

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

How did the non gypsies students treat you?

Education and love are valuable. Work is usually stressful and problematic.

 

[BricABrac]

I have a job but that's not really a reason to live.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Same, I'm 22 and I get lifemogged by middle schoolers. I spent my childhood and teens numbed, depressed and alone, and now suddenly I'm an adult with no skills, no experiences, no money and no teen love.

 

[Leon98]

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I was a school teacher, and when one of my students (a gypsy girl) stole money from the principal and got caught, she accused me of beating her up. Then she and a group of other gypsy came to my house and broke my windows at night. Man, trust me, my job doesn't make anyone better.

That's really fucked.

 

[psycho123]

I stopped having a reason to live long ago, I only rot and cope if my copes don't kill me ill kill myself

 

[nice to NEET you]

I don't have reason to live either and I am too mentally ill to change things to myself.

 

[itstoolate]

You're still young. I'd do anything to be 22 again. I wouldn't waste a second.