Caesercel
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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It just doesn't affect me the way it used to. Maybe it's because I'm not that horny anymore or maybe because I'm so out of the dating market and the normie world as a whole, but watching hot women or even couples doesn't illicit the same reaction.
It's likely because I went through a painful transformation process two years ago which shattered my faith and upended my beliefs. And now that it's over acceptance has set in. I've looked into the belly of the beast, stared too long at the abyss, read the code of the matrix. And even if I get a gf or sex now there's no unknowing what I already know.
It's likely because I went through a painful transformation process two years ago which shattered my faith and upended my beliefs. And now that it's over acceptance has set in. I've looked into the belly of the beast, stared too long at the abyss, read the code of the matrix. And even if I get a gf or sex now there's no unknowing what I already know.





