I realized from a very precocious age that the best I could be was a good lifer incel

[TheNextElliotRodger]

I was 12 and realized that I was never going to have many friends based on how people treated me, never mind a romantic partner who'd actually care about me.

My aspiration was basically to be a good lifer incel; have a decent job, some hobbies, that's about it.

Fast forward a quarter of a century later, and I'm insolvent, still living with my parents, just LDARmaxxing.

Due to realizing how over it is, I've been casually engaging in very risky behavior both online and irl (fraud, blackmail, doxxing, DDOS'ed and botspammed a site). There haven't been any actual ramifications. I'd like to think the cards that I've been dealt is punishment enough.

 

[PersonalityChad]

@Zwamileng alt?

 

[TheNextElliotRodger]

@Zwamileng alt?

New user, actually. Someone from a bp'ed subreddit convinced me to give this forum another try (it's been years since I was last on here).

 

[PersonalityChad]

it's been years since I was last on here

Name of your previous account?

 

[Roastie Crusher]

@thenextedgelord

 

[TheNextElliotRodger]

Name of your previous account?

I can't even remember. I only posted for a week or two pre-pandemic, like 2018

 

[PersonalityChad]

I'm a badlifer trucel

 

[TheNextElliotRodger]

I'm a badlifer trucel

Same. My situation may honestly be worse than almost everyone's here.