It's Over I pussied out

[RealSchizo]

I went to that one bridge today with the intention to jump off or eventually gain the courage and do it one day.

I saw how scary and dark the water beneath the bridge was and immediately got a flight or fight response.

I couldn't even bring myself to make a simple move. My instincts to "survive" came out on top and defeated me once again.

I got chills down my spine telling me not to do it.

I am a coward. I will never amount to anything , yet I keep on living. It's ridiculous.

Dying in my sleep would be the best. No pain, fear whatsoever.

 

[plastic chewer]

Why would you even think about roping without having ascended first

How do you whether you have the will to live if you haven't fulfilled an essential biological imperative

 

[Darth Aquarius]

Not killing yourself isn’t cowardly, it’s a normal survival mechanism.

 

[zd60]

glad ya didn't do it bro

 

[RealSchizo]

glad ya didn't do it bro

In a natural human habitate I'd be dead, since I am a genetic garbage.

 

[RealSchizo]

Not killing yourself isn’t cowardly, it’s a normal survival mechanism.

 

[zd60]

In a natural human habitate I'd be dead, since I am a genetic garbage.

I would be too, but don't really want to see anyone here killing themself

 

[RealSchizo]

Why would you even think about roping without having ascended first

How do you whether you have the will to live if you haven't fulfilled an essential biological imperative

I can't ascend. No way with this height/face and non-NTness.

 

[plastic chewer]

I can't ascend. No way with this height/face and non-NTness.

You can in Laos, you have white skin and heightmog 80% of males

 

[RealSchizo]

You can in Laos, you have white skin and heightmog 80% of males

wait you're the serbcel? I remember we spoke on discord do u have a telegram brocel I want to reunite with you if you don't mind.

 

[plastic chewer]

wait you're the serbcel? I remember we spoke on discord do u have a telegram brocel I want to reunite with you if you don't mind.

I don't have either, I'll msg you when I make another disc acc

 

[Autist]

What's the height of the bridge?

 

[RealSchizo]

I don't have either, I'll msg you when I make another disc acc

i dont use disgoy anymore.

 

[plastic chewer]

i dont use disgoy anymore.

it's joever

 

[X.9]

Don't rope nigga, if you fail you will regret it forever.

 

[Pancakecel]

Not killing yourself isn’t cowardly, it’s a normal survival mechanism.

Dying in my sleep would be the best. No pain, fear whatsoever.

Agreed, I think a lot of us would gladly accept death rn, if it was painless and didn't require any effort or thought. Just randomly, in the blink of an eye, you immediately die.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

RealSchizo​

 

[zephyr]

Did anyone else expect this to be about not seeing a Sex Worker?

 

[Runt171]

Not killing yourself isn’t cowardly, it’s a normal survival mechanism.

 

[Solid State]

 

[Sans]

Why would you even think about roping without having ascended first

How do you whether you have the will to live if you haven't fulfilled an essential biological imperative

And how exactly would one ascend?

We're Incels. Not ascending is the whole point of our existence.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

glad ya didn't do it bro

Same

Try and take it easy fren, it's a day by day struggle, but we always pull through.

If possible I'd look into finding some new copes as well. Might do you some good.

 

[zd60]

Same

Try and take it easy fren, it's a day by day struggle, but we always pull through.

If possible I'd look into finding some new copes as well. Might do you some good.

couldn't have said it better myself

 

[Grodd]

Not killing yourself isn’t cowardly, it’s a normal survival mechanism.