itstoolate
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I got 9-10 odds. £200, so I'll get back almost £2k. It probably won't happen, but there's a lot of noise and pressure on him at the moment, so they seemed good odds. I'm so annoyed with myself because I had a nice £5k bank a fortnight ago, which I gambled down to £1k. I only get £600 neetbux monthly, so now I'm poor for months. That £5k enabled me to indulge my copes in a way I've never been able to before, and not have to worry about money. I hate myself so much. I know gambling is retarded and illogical, but when you're deeply suicidal, it's hard not to be destructive.





