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Fearend_Loathing
Greycel
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- Apr 24, 2022
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I genuinely do not want anything that life has to offer me, I don’t want money, I love women, but you could put a thousand woman in front of me and I would walk past them just like I do every day, the only time I’ve ever applied myself to work, the only time I ever made a plan and stuck to it was when the end goal of said plan was just to spread my misery around like jelly, but I don’t want to even do that anymore, I couldn’t care less about who I hurt because in the end life is hard on everyone and everybody dies alone regardless.
I still can’t bring myself to enjoy anything, whether it’s small activities by myself like music, exercise, or fishing, of course, I’m limited to only solitary activities regardless. But I can’t enjoy it, I can’t rope, I’m an atheist, and I figure that I should still choose to live because the only other option is annihilation, but I don’t know why it has to be like this
I still can’t bring myself to enjoy anything, whether it’s small activities by myself like music, exercise, or fishing, of course, I’m limited to only solitary activities regardless. But I can’t enjoy it, I can’t rope, I’m an atheist, and I figure that I should still choose to live because the only other option is annihilation, but I don’t know why it has to be like this