subhuman
Fuck it, we ball
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I turned 20 a couple days ago (intentionally ambiguous for privacy reasons). The window for me to experience teen love has slammed shut on me. What was supposed to be the best years of a young man's life has passed me by in the most abject, miserable way. Most of those years were robbed of me because I suffered excruciatingly with severe OCD. Every day was consumed by agonizing mental torment and hours of pointless compulsions. Meanwhile, while I had to cope with a shitty mental illness that runs in the family, my peers who inherited good mental health got to experience sex and love with prime age foids.
It's so over for me. Even if I managed to somehow ascend, which I won't, I will still forever be an orphan of all the teenage loves I never had. I will always be a lesser man than someone who had innocent teen sex with a submissive young foid who let him use her body however he wanted. How can you even tell me that disadvantage doesn't exist? That everybody has equal opportunity of getting girls and that this is a prison of my own making?
These mother fuckers that get the good life handed to them take so much for granted that they don't even know exists because it was never a problem for them. What I had to deal with was an injustice. It wasn't fair. And now I am being blamed for the consequences of it. I can never forgive these fucking assholes for judging and insulting me. If they were in my position they would have roped years ago.
It's so over for me. Even if I managed to somehow ascend, which I won't, I will still forever be an orphan of all the teenage loves I never had. I will always be a lesser man than someone who had innocent teen sex with a submissive young foid who let him use her body however he wanted. How can you even tell me that disadvantage doesn't exist? That everybody has equal opportunity of getting girls and that this is a prison of my own making?
These mother fuckers that get the good life handed to them take so much for granted that they don't even know exists because it was never a problem for them. What I had to deal with was an injustice. It wasn't fair. And now I am being blamed for the consequences of it. I can never forgive these fucking assholes for judging and insulting me. If they were in my position they would have roped years ago.