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Even despite all the bullying and assaults going through pre-k to 6th grade in a nigger city, to becoming a recluse with minimum bullying but completely ignored from 7th to 12th grade, to spending 4.5 years in the army being hazed and fucked with and doing the most garbage fucking duties and living in the worst conditions in the barracks and in the field, withstanding shit fucking weather conditions, getting no fucking sleep, carrying fucking bullshit weapons for miles. If one woman ever shown me any attraction and interest, I could of coped with it all so much more. But I am fucking garbage. The message from women to me is very clear and concise, I am completely garbage unworthy of them despite what I do. Well I have a message for you women that will be delivered many many years in the future 
