Venting I never would have thought id ever become this bitter

[Left4DeadBPDvictim]

This really isn't who I am as a person. Naturally, I'm a very nice person, but my experiences have been so bad that I'm becoming a bitter, negative person.

It's crazy how much these experiences can shape a person. After seeing that people who are nice just get used and abused, I am starting to not be so nice anymore

Now I am actually trying to become a dark triad, low inhib guy

(I know that sounds cringe, but seriously, being nice only gets you used and abused).

(Also, I don't plan on treating people like shit for no reason, but if they treat me badly, then I want to be as shitty of a person as possible to them)

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Same. I was a nice and happy kid, but years of bullying and ostracism combined with no GF beat the niceness and optimism outta me. It's brutal.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Inceldom has also made me a worse person. I am consumed with rage and envy. I am bitter. How could I not be? I've been robbed of a normal life. I've been robbed of happiness.

Simply because I was born ugly. Ugly face, ugly body and autistic brain. It's beyond fucking over for me. I can't believe it.

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME. WE GET ONE LIFE TO LIVE, AND WE WILL NEVER HE HAPPY BECAUSE WOMEN CAN'T LOVE UGLY MEN

 

[Left4DeadBPDvictim]

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[KING NOTHING]

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan shutcho bitch ass up.

 

[KING NOTHING]

I know you from the suburbs nigga your ass couldn't hurt a fly.

 

[Left4DeadBPDvictim]

I know you from the suburbs nigga your ass couldn't hurt a fly.

Not from the suburbs. I wish I was