Tldr: I wans’t interested in being good looking until I realized how important looks are to the world.
When I was a kid, I wanted to be many things: a snowboarder, a pilot, a race driver, a martial artist, a break dancer and much more.
However, being a male model or simply being that guy who gets admired for his beauty alone was not on my list. It didn’t appeal to me and seemed very boring and weird to me, like something a streetfighter villain or a weak background character would want.
I just wanted to be pretty enough to not be that ugly guy everybody hates and makes fun of.
Only as a teenager I started caring a little bit about my appearance and my style. Naturally, you become more self-aware as a teenager and you want to impress femoids. Even then, it was more about attitude than beauty – whether I had spiky hair or out of the bed hair, it was more to showcase my personality.
In fact, I actually didn’t try as hard as I could have, because I thought that I was already too good for many femoids and out of their league. And frankly, I did mog some femoids genetically. If everyone got their looksmatch, I could have gotten with some Beckies.
But as the meme from the bird documentary goes: “She may be plain looking, but she is picky”
Only now, as a blackpilled incel man, do I realize how important looks are, that being sub-8 means nothing but trouble and loneliness. And it’s the first time I desired to be pretty and tall.
And still not even for myself, but just to be able to live a normal life, be able to date at least an average femoid, to be respected and preferred, to get positive attention when I go to public places.
Oh, world, why must you be this shallow? Dumb looksmaxx trends you force me to follow.
When I was a kid, I wanted to be many things: a snowboarder, a pilot, a race driver, a martial artist, a break dancer and much more.
However, being a male model or simply being that guy who gets admired for his beauty alone was not on my list. It didn’t appeal to me and seemed very boring and weird to me, like something a streetfighter villain or a weak background character would want.
I just wanted to be pretty enough to not be that ugly guy everybody hates and makes fun of.
Only as a teenager I started caring a little bit about my appearance and my style. Naturally, you become more self-aware as a teenager and you want to impress femoids. Even then, it was more about attitude than beauty – whether I had spiky hair or out of the bed hair, it was more to showcase my personality.
In fact, I actually didn’t try as hard as I could have, because I thought that I was already too good for many femoids and out of their league. And frankly, I did mog some femoids genetically. If everyone got their looksmatch, I could have gotten with some Beckies.
But as the meme from the bird documentary goes: “She may be plain looking, but she is picky”
Only now, as a blackpilled incel man, do I realize how important looks are, that being sub-8 means nothing but trouble and loneliness. And it’s the first time I desired to be pretty and tall.
And still not even for myself, but just to be able to live a normal life, be able to date at least an average femoid, to be respected and preferred, to get positive attention when I go to public places.
Oh, world, why must you be this shallow? Dumb looksmaxx trends you force me to follow.
