It's torture to see all the females I will never get. Never kiss, never touch, never fuck. It's so painful each time I go outside. I just want to goon and vidya to the inevitable end. I will never understand how males are functioning at all. They must be gay or completely oblivious to reality. I just saw three young blonde females. Severely depressed now. Teachers must be completely braindead and deep in the matrix that they don't get suicidal each day working around hundreds of JB's.
