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[Whitepill] I never had any aspirations or dreams

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Other kids wanted to be firefighters, cops, doctors or some shit. I didn’t know what I wanted to be even back then, and even right now. I am like a ship without a rudder, aimlessly sailing the seas. It’s like I was born hollow, or maybe inceldom did this to me. I don’t know. I just don’t know. I am a man without purpose or meaning.
 
I wanted to be a NEET

and I'm a NEET


Dreams come true
 
I wanted to be a NEET

and I'm not a NEET

I hate my life
 
There's nothing out there for us.
 
My dad killed all of my dreams when he had a stroke and went full retard.
 
It's something that I always wondered about my life as well. How come other kids had passions, dreams... some were already thinking about their adult jobs, some were already working towards them, or learning sport or instruments, but I never cared about anything. It's like I already knew what it was going to be, even as a kid I didn't think that I would live past 20. Was I really this depressed my whole life? I never thought about my future, I didn't have any interest in anything. I just rotted all the time defeated.
 
It's something that I always wondered about my life as well. How come other kids had passions, dreams... some were already thinking about their adult jobs, some were already working towards them, or learning sport or instruments, but I never cared about anything. It's like I already knew what it was going to be, even as a kid I didn't think that I would live past 20. Was I really this depressed my whole life? I never thought about my future, I didn't have any interest in anything. I just rotted all the time defeated.
Same here. I'm very self-destructive in general. Maybe that's coming from childhood trauma or mental illnesses, or both. Idk man, but I feel like I never had a chance. Truly brutal. Genes are all, no doubt. But upbringing comes after that.
 
My dad killed all of my dreams when he had a stroke and went full retard.
Life is mean to everyone that doenst deserve it
 
I've always wanted to just rot at home. I always knew I looked weird.
 
I had a dream, to escape multi-generational misery & live on my own, to stop being treated like dogshit.
I thought, everything will come sooner or faster, if i leave my place & start to live alone, and ignore people and go full into hidden genius shit.
Reality has verified me - nobody cares about your intellect or shit, if you're an uncivilised ape. Without connections & some kind of social skills, you're basically undesired rubbish.
I've managed to do fix this, but i'm already so broken, not only by horrible treatment as a kid, but self-isolation during college. Both managed to twist my mind beyond any recovery.
Now i'm only praying to survive. To feel a relief & tranquility. This is my only fucking wish. To stop care.
 
I had dreams and goals and all of them were brutally crushed by reality
 
I want to be the Scarlet Prince, and therefore, I am the Scarlet Prince. I have no other aspirations other than eventual world domination.
 
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I always liked vidya, just watching youtube, shows, reading etc. basically low cost copes that you can do from home.
They just cost alot of time, and as a NEET you have the most time.
 
My parents completely crushed me and my dreams, any signs of hope, discipline, hard work, assertiveness, or progress I showed in pursuing the things I wanted in life would be met with:

"You're poor"

"You won't succeed"

"You don't have what it takes, you we're not born into that"

"Study this career like the son of this and that person, they're about to graduate and they're gonna make a lots of money"

"Put your feet on the ground and be realistic, you don't have

Their definition of success is archaic and stereotyped, they followed a set of stereotypes that weren't meant for them and ended up beaten down and drowning in mediocrity, mental and even financial poverty.

I never had real support, interest and acceptance from my parents to do anything I wanted to do, if it wasn't done their way I was just not worth of succeeding.

I resent them in secret to this very day, it's a wound inflicted by them that never healed and I don't think it ever will, for how much it contributed to my downfall and misery.



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I always liked vidya, just watching youtube, shows, reading etc. basically low cost copes that you can do from home.
They just cost alot of time, and as a NEET you have the most time.
how do you get the money
 
I had dreams but none of them ever came true and now I can't even imagine myself winning or anything even going remotely my way.
 
I wanted to be an optometrist, I was set for it as well until I messed up my final exams.
 

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