I never experienced childhood love or friendship

[Kokoro]

How do people expect me to be human. I called my parents tonight and asked them if they could help pay for me to get professional help and they told me I need to go outside more and get some sunlight. I feel numb to the pain at this point. No one will understand me. I have hope though, Asia next spring

 

[Grapefruit]

Iktf OP. Never had friends either. I'm never going to be able to relate to normal people.

 

[MCel]

That's fucked up that your parents won't even help you. At least you can get understood here. Gl in Asia I've heard good things especially if you're a whitecel.