I'M TRYING TO CHANGE... I swear I'm.... trying to stop being an incel. But the reality out there in the world is so ghostly, I feel so insignificant. I don't want to work but I need the money; I don't want to live but I can't die; I don't want to be in constant loneliness but it's so hard to find someone to love. I'm immeasurably angry, please...
