Venting I miss when my dad used to lift me up and fly me around like I was superman

[ChudCrusader]

He’s still alive but he’s very old now and I am also a lot older, but I remember when I was younger, I would be lying in bed with him and mum. Mum would be cuddled up next to him and he would lift me in the air and call me “Superman” and I would have both my arms up imagining I was superman. Was so happy back then and my mum still has the videos of it, and my uncontrollable laughter and my mum saying “woooo” while my dad lifted me. I still remember being thrown up and caught by him after coming down and how happy I felt. I still remember how I felt the closest thing to a superhero anyone could be.

Now I’m stuck everyday hating leaving the house and seeing everyone with a girlfriend or whatever while I rot alone like a loser Chud. At least I’m still superman in my mum’s eyes (I have no idea why, I’m a fucking loser disappointment).

Brutal agepill.

 

[Nithingr]

This is one of the saddest parts of inceldom imo. For other parts, thee pain is too raw, and some small bit of hope still resists, so the emotion is intense. When all hope is gone, the pain turns to death, to numbness. It's the saddest because although it was so happy, most have completely forgotten all their happy childhood memories because there is no hope that anything ever resembling them will come back.

 

[Emba]

I loved it when my dad threw me threw walls! Just like Superman!

 

[stonecoldlikearock]

He’s still alive but he’s very old now and I am also a lot older, but I remember when I was younger, I would be lying in bed with him and mum. Mum would be cuddled up next to him and he would lift me in the air and call me “Superman” and I would have both my arms up imagining I was superman. Was so happy back then and my mum still has the videos of it, and my uncontrollable laughter and my mum saying “woooo” while my dad lifted me. I still remember being thrown up and caught by him after coming down and how happy I felt. I still remember how I felt the closest thing to a superhero anyone could be.

Now I’m stuck everyday hating leaving the house and seeing everyone with a girlfriend or whatever while I rot alone like a loser Chud. At least I’m still superman in my mum’s eyes (I have no idea why, I’m a fucking loser disappointment).

Brutal agepill.

This is depressing holy shit

 

[DutchNDcel]

This is one of the saddest parts of inceldom imo. For other parts, thee pain is too raw, and some small bit of hope still resists, so the emotion is intense. When all hope is gone, the pain turns to death, to numbness. It's the saddest because although it was so happy, most have completely forgotten all their happy childhood memories because there is no hope that anything ever resembling them will come back.

I just realised this. All the happyness i experienced is overshadowed by doom. All for having a different brain and a lack of bone mass.

 

[Wither]

dnr

 

[INCELIBATE12]

It's the saddest because although it was so happy, most have completely forgotten all their happy childhood memories because there is no hope that anything ever resembling them will come back.

 

[INCELIBATE12]

Reading this put a stab in my chest

 

[Tetsuya]

I loved it when my dad threw me threw walls! Just like Superman!

 

[Emba]

He’s still alive but he’s very old now and I am also a lot older, but I remember when I was younger, I would be lying in bed with him and mum. Mum would be cuddled up next to him and he would lift me in the air and call me “Superman” and I would have both my arms up imagining I was superman. Was so happy back then and my mum still has the videos of it, and my uncontrollable laughter and my mum saying “woooo” while my dad lifted me. I still remember being thrown up and caught by him after coming down and how happy I felt. I still remember how I felt the closest thing to a superhero anyone could be.

Now I’m stuck everyday hating leaving the house and seeing everyone with a girlfriend or whatever while I rot alone like a loser Chud. At least I’m still superman in my mum’s eyes (I have no idea why, I’m a fucking loser disappointment).

Brutal agepill.

Mogs me for remembering a good childhood

 

[BlackLowLtn]

I loved it when my dad threw me threw walls! Just like Superman!