Blackpillapologist
The chad of unattractiveness
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- Sep 22, 2021
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I miss my pre pubescent self so much, before those disgusting balls started puking testosterone and gave me unfulfillable romantic and sexual desires.
Back then when I was a happy little kid, I wasn't ugly (I grew up to be ugly, back in childhood I wasn't exactly beautiful but I wasn't too ugly either. I was average looking). Although I was never the cool kid, but it was okay since it didn't cost me anything. I was busy exploring my nerdy interests like science, computers, math, physics, history and so on.
Our family's financial situation was also very good, I didn't have to worry about my dad getting fired or not getting his monthly salary (the 2008 recession didn't affect my family much and was certainly NOTHING compared to the chinavirus recession).
Since I wasn't a depressed teenager, I was able to carry out other activities like studies, and my grades were always A. Woe to me, I used to be a straight A student and now I barely manage to pass.
I was also far more healthy, I wasn't balding, didn't have pot belly and had a far more active, energy filled lifestyle.
Wish I could go back to my pre pubescent self, where I didn't have romantic/sexual desires, didn't care what women thought of me, wasn't ugly, had all my grades up and my life was overall stable and good.
When I wasn't a depressed kid and was overall living a happy life
Back then when I was a happy little kid, I wasn't ugly (I grew up to be ugly, back in childhood I wasn't exactly beautiful but I wasn't too ugly either. I was average looking). Although I was never the cool kid, but it was okay since it didn't cost me anything. I was busy exploring my nerdy interests like science, computers, math, physics, history and so on.
Our family's financial situation was also very good, I didn't have to worry about my dad getting fired or not getting his monthly salary (the 2008 recession didn't affect my family much and was certainly NOTHING compared to the chinavirus recession).
Since I wasn't a depressed teenager, I was able to carry out other activities like studies, and my grades were always A. Woe to me, I used to be a straight A student and now I barely manage to pass.
I was also far more healthy, I wasn't balding, didn't have pot belly and had a far more active, energy filled lifestyle.
Wish I could go back to my pre pubescent self, where I didn't have romantic/sexual desires, didn't care what women thought of me, wasn't ugly, had all my grades up and my life was overall stable and good.
When I wasn't a depressed kid and was overall living a happy life