SuicideFuel I might be autistic

[bruhwtf]

• when I was a kid I hugged a classmate for no reason, he was pissed and everyone was looking at me like I committed a crime
• I hated the texture of marshmallows, the scent of porcelain and the sound of hard squeaking noise like rubbing your hand against a wet rubber
• I've gathered so much info through the internet and it's still going through this day
• I'm only restricted in talking one of my interests and I find something else different extremely boring and depressing
• I've solved math through imagining it
• However most people with autism live in easy mode since they aren't misunderstood while I lived in hell mode with overbloated enemy stats and unfair troll-y mechanics

autisms.me

 

[Clockwork]

Your first point caught my attention because even though, I suppose, some autists can't read a room or learn societal norms without being explicitly told, I'm surprised that you hugged another kid. I believe a kid hugging another kid isn't that odd because most young kids don't know shit about rejection and hierarchies yet.

However, I'm not saying that that alone means you can't be autistic. It's a spectrum after all.

Also, when you say that you are only restricted in talking one of your interests, do you mean that you only talk about one interest and hide the others? If yes, what's the interests you talk about and what are the interests you cannot talk about (just mentioning them should be fine)?

 

[Animecel2D]

ur not autistic ur just a nazi

 

[Dead End]

• I've solved math through imagining it

What sort of maths questions, what was your mental process and how does that relate to autism? That seems like a pretty standard thing to do.

 

[bruhwtf]

Your first point caught my attention because even though, I suppose, some autists can't read a room or learn societal norms without being explicitly told, I'm surprised that you hugged another kid. I believe a kid hugging another kid isn't that odd because most young kids don't know shit about rejection and hierarchies yet.

that was first grade, none of the kids in my school even committing of doing it and I've felt that I'm the only one who has functionalities to do it, though I've learned not to do it throughout anxiety

Also, when you say that you are only restricted in talking one of your interests, do you mean that you only talk about one interest and hide the others? If yes, what's the interests you talk about and what are the interests you cannot talk about (just mentioning them should be fine)?

Generally things like media notably gaming or other crap from the internet. Talking about life, social life, people? I just don't know what else to say about them aside from being obnoxious and depressing and I just don't care

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Nothing wrong with that