All -cels GTFIH, especially if you have mental problems of any sorts or are a voicecel. This is a colossal, giant, fucking titanic blackpill.
The story begins like this:
Me and @Mr. Agent Clark were trolling some 15 yo girl, I was serving as his aid while he did most of the trolling. I got the brilliant idea to try and rizz her because I never tried to rizz a discord foid before and I'm only 18 years old, and I ended up giving her a voice message and she reacted pretty well surprisingly, even tho I sound like a 12 year old. We started talking from there on about our life experiences and got to know each other. Soon I found out that we both had BPD, were bullied in school, socially awkward and anxious, and didn't go outside. I started to take a liking to this foid like the mentally ill BPDcel I was, which would quickly spiral into even deeper feelings as I found out that she also had similar interests as mine. We started playing minecraft and VCing everyday for 5 days straight, and her voice was very soothing so I pretty much always was up to VCing with her. She gave me good morning and good night, we were basically best buds and we talked at pretty much every single time of the day on discord.
Then shit started to hit the fan, we had our first fight! It was because of a meme her friend had sent to her and I reacted badly to it a bit. She called me a hypocrite because I was fine with my friend being a "muhsogynist" on the server to her and like the people-pleasing guy I was I sucked up to her and tried to defuse the situation. In the end I admitted I was a hypocrite so that we could grow our friendship further. She showed me a self-portrait of her anime-style and I ended up drawing one of myself too and showing her in the hopes that even if she would not be attracted to my sub-5 face, she could atleast think I was an anime prettyboy with exaggerated features of mine. I was feeling very happy for these 5 days, but then today something happened.
I was talking to @Mr. Agent Clark and he noticed I was growing too infetuated with that foid, so he decided to give me a wake-up call and forwarded some of our conversation to her to reveal to her that I was in love with her. She started tip-toeing around in my dms and ghosting me and I was basically spamming her messages at this point, but then she came back and saw me and we started having this whole sickening conversation and I was trying really hard to make up for everything that happened. She told me that I was crazy, that I wasn't in love, was getting even more proof of my intentions and her friends were telling her to block me. She was getting heavily dissapointed at me and I was legit crying so much. It all culminated into his fucking tragic ass goodbye she told me all while I begged her "NO, NO DON'T DO IT, NO PLEASE!"
Now I'm here, and then I talked a bit with @Mr. Agent Clark and reached the conclusion that, if she was so quick to block me then she never even liked me as much as I thought in the first place. I idealized something that wasn't there.
The thing that makes this so blackpilling is the fact that this is the purest type of love ever. I experienced a glimpse of what teen love could have been, 1% of it. It gave me so much joy, but it's not sustainable. She would have loved me back if I had a deeper, more attractive voice, if I was attractive and showed her my face, if I wasn't an autist with awkward communication pattern. But no, she saw me as a friend. Because I was extremely unattractive. She didn't even need to see my already sub-par face and mid height. I was merely a source of entertainment for her. Now obviously, you don't need to be mentally ill to be incel, but I feel like mental illness just makes inceldom 3 to 4 times worse than it would be without especially if we consider the fact that if stacked on top of other stuff it can contribute to inceldom.
After this, I now know that all of this is a lie. There are no happy endings in this world. All the fantasizing I was doing, all the plans I elaborated from how much I thought we were soulmates. All gone down the flush. I CAN'T ESCAPE MY FATE, DAMNED BE THE EARTH!
TLDR: Discord whore led me on for 5 days and then blocked me, I thought she was my soulmate.
Here are some coomfuel pics of her own self-portraits btw.
The story begins like this:
Me and @Mr. Agent Clark were trolling some 15 yo girl, I was serving as his aid while he did most of the trolling. I got the brilliant idea to try and rizz her because I never tried to rizz a discord foid before and I'm only 18 years old, and I ended up giving her a voice message and she reacted pretty well surprisingly, even tho I sound like a 12 year old. We started talking from there on about our life experiences and got to know each other. Soon I found out that we both had BPD, were bullied in school, socially awkward and anxious, and didn't go outside. I started to take a liking to this foid like the mentally ill BPDcel I was, which would quickly spiral into even deeper feelings as I found out that she also had similar interests as mine. We started playing minecraft and VCing everyday for 5 days straight, and her voice was very soothing so I pretty much always was up to VCing with her. She gave me good morning and good night, we were basically best buds and we talked at pretty much every single time of the day on discord.
Then shit started to hit the fan, we had our first fight! It was because of a meme her friend had sent to her and I reacted badly to it a bit. She called me a hypocrite because I was fine with my friend being a "muhsogynist" on the server to her and like the people-pleasing guy I was I sucked up to her and tried to defuse the situation. In the end I admitted I was a hypocrite so that we could grow our friendship further. She showed me a self-portrait of her anime-style and I ended up drawing one of myself too and showing her in the hopes that even if she would not be attracted to my sub-5 face, she could atleast think I was an anime prettyboy with exaggerated features of mine. I was feeling very happy for these 5 days, but then today something happened.
I was talking to @Mr. Agent Clark and he noticed I was growing too infetuated with that foid, so he decided to give me a wake-up call and forwarded some of our conversation to her to reveal to her that I was in love with her. She started tip-toeing around in my dms and ghosting me and I was basically spamming her messages at this point, but then she came back and saw me and we started having this whole sickening conversation and I was trying really hard to make up for everything that happened. She told me that I was crazy, that I wasn't in love, was getting even more proof of my intentions and her friends were telling her to block me. She was getting heavily dissapointed at me and I was legit crying so much. It all culminated into his fucking tragic ass goodbye she told me all while I begged her "NO, NO DON'T DO IT, NO PLEASE!"
Now I'm here, and then I talked a bit with @Mr. Agent Clark and reached the conclusion that, if she was so quick to block me then she never even liked me as much as I thought in the first place. I idealized something that wasn't there.
The thing that makes this so blackpilling is the fact that this is the purest type of love ever. I experienced a glimpse of what teen love could have been, 1% of it. It gave me so much joy, but it's not sustainable. She would have loved me back if I had a deeper, more attractive voice, if I was attractive and showed her my face, if I wasn't an autist with awkward communication pattern. But no, she saw me as a friend. Because I was extremely unattractive. She didn't even need to see my already sub-par face and mid height. I was merely a source of entertainment for her. Now obviously, you don't need to be mentally ill to be incel, but I feel like mental illness just makes inceldom 3 to 4 times worse than it would be without especially if we consider the fact that if stacked on top of other stuff it can contribute to inceldom.
After this, I now know that all of this is a lie. There are no happy endings in this world. All the fantasizing I was doing, all the plans I elaborated from how much I thought we were soulmates. All gone down the flush. I CAN'T ESCAPE MY FATE, DAMNED BE THE EARTH!
TLDR: Discord whore led me on for 5 days and then blocked me, I thought she was my soulmate.
Here are some coomfuel pics of her own self-portraits btw.
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