Its addictive as fuck to just stay in bed all day. When I look back at my life, 3/4 of it will be spent on rotting in my bed. I dont force myself to do anything productive either, its a waste of time since im not going to do anything worthwhile in my life, i probably will never have a gf, i have some kind of personality disorder which makes me avoid people. All in all I'm not going to Worry about anything. I'm going to be a NEET because my depression is a disability. Im literally not capable of anything but rotting. Might overdose on pills later in life when I'm bored of rotting.
I dont force myself to do anything productive either, its a waste of time since im not going to do anything worthwhile in my life


normie life is not possible for autists
normie life is not worth working for
you work a year hoping for a chance to work for another year and live to consume and cope
until you're 65
I hate rotting though
nothing will make you happy for more than afew months
your happiness is entirely based on your expectations from life, you will adjust to being pathetic
what you need is a nonexistant higher purpose, a promise of long term bliss to work for
it does not exist 99.9999% of people
the level you want to be understood to doesn't exist
like the ideal pure gf whose loyal love is conditional only on your working
[UWSL]it doesn't exist [/UWSL]