I love doing but can't do it

[Suicidal Schizoid]

It's fucking retarded this shit, we can't get women, so we find things to enjoy anyway, I love vaping, smoking, getting blackout drunk and doing drugs but I stopped doing any of that shit cause I don't wanna die early or suffer from years of cancer and hospital stays, fucking annoying as fuck, it also rots my teeth making the situation worse than it already is, just kill me at this point.

 

[LoveMachine]

Teeth rotting is law

 

[aswellfella]

Sorry, bro. That sounds rough. Any personal trauma to spur on this self-destructive streak? It can't JUST be women. If you want to talk about it, you can shoot me a PM.

 

[Fed Link]

Go to a doctor

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Sorry, bro. That sounds rough. Any personal trauma to spur on this self-destructive streak? It can't JUST be women. If you want to talk about it, you can shoot me a PM.

No it's not fucking women, this shit runs deep
fucking hate myself and everyone more than anyone that has ever walked this earth, been this way since like 17 and I'm now 24 and still the same, I don't feel like a person and sometimes I feel like I'm missing half of my body
I have an addictive personality on top of it, I abuse everything I get into, used to be a huge alcoholic but got my act together last year and quit everything, just quit vaping recently cause it fucks my teeth up, feelsbadman

Thanks btw I never tell people my shit irl, can't be bothered to dump on anyone, so I sometimes vent online anonymously

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Go to a doctor

For what? the teeth?

 

[Fed Link]

For what? the teeth?

For your smoking addiction

 

[Fed Link]

Alright so you stopped

 

[Fed Link]

Then what's your current problem

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Then what's your current problem

I don't wanna stop

 

[Friezacel]

Im gonna start drinking again. Getting weed is too hard for me

 

[Fed Link]

I don't wanna stop

No you should stop

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

No you should stop

I already have, it makes me wanna suicide, can't enjoy shit

Im gonna start drinking again. Getting weed is too hard for me

Weed is my least favorite, well our version at least, but I love drinking too

 

[hopeless_cel]

Lali ho~

 

[Friezacel]

Weed is my least favorite, well our version at least, but I love drinking too

Whats your version of weed ?

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Whats your version of weed ?

Hashish

 

[neverbegantbh]

Teeth rotting is law

Just don't brush your teeth theory

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Lali ho~

Lali hooooo (I'm a clown living in a clown world)

 

[Friezacel]

Hashish

Its not bad, but its more difficult to grind it and it has to be mixed with tobacco to burn properly

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Its not bad, but its more difficult to grind it and it has to be mixed with tobacco to burn properly

I tried it a bunch of times, I just hate how it feels on my lungs, maybe weed is different, I can't believe these mfs smoke it so much here

 

[trognarukk]

I don't wanna die early

mogs me with lifefuel tendencies

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

mogs me with lifefuel tendencies

who tf knows what could happen, keep the possibilities open

 

[aswellfella]

Thanks btw I never tell people my shit irl, can't be bothered to dump on anyone, so I sometimes vent online anonymously

You don't have to be specific or doxx yourself. Be comfortable with it; keep it anonymous.

 

[trognarukk]

who tf knows what could happen, keep the possibilities open

imagine you slip in the shower and die.

(if you do shower, i dont know)