Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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My dream woman, and I fell in love with one irl but reality can be cruel. I wish I could have been his scrawny disoriented aspie guy to carry around and cuddle and give smooches like careless teenagers with all the time in this world. But it’s too late now, and I could never had this in the first place, that’s what’s causing me to act schizo.
I cannot really accept this no matter what, I really cannot cope with this weight. I want my clingy sleepy ashbie girl and do cute things with her, I don’t like dirty extroverted hoes that behave thirsty on tiktok, I want this kind gentle woman in my life, and Ive met one, and she didn’t love me back but I admit I acted too much ND autist because I thought I could’ve impressed her, if only I could go back. Doesn’t really change anything, but I don’t wanna her to remember me like an out of place retard.





