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I used to write cohesive and thoughtful posts on another forum. I had the same intention upon joining this one. You can read my older posts for reference. Each one was tightly crafted. Then I began posting anything that came to mind without giving it a second thought. The quality of my posts are no longer the same.
I say this because writing is a talent of mine to some extent. I also have a knack for languages. You might be surprised to learn that English is not my native one, although I can handle it just fine in most cases. Words flow with ease. My vocabulary is richer than most people's. I am versed in psychology and have the potential to become a polymath also.
Yet, here I am. An untouched potential that could amount to something. At least in theory. And I know many of you are clever, knowledgeable, hardworking, and handy people who could have become something great or close to it only if nature had not cursed you with neurodiversity and bad physical features.
We are burned out from years of social isolation and sexual frustration. We are tired of hiding and living in the slums of society due to genetic and environmental factors that are beyond our control. My potential is most likely going to be wasted. A life with no sex or validation from women means I can barely receive the motivation to work and concentrate on the important things.
Brutal realization that I could be something decent if women desired and wanted to be around me. My brain was destroyed by pornography and the internet because I had nothing else at my disposal when I felt alone. And I am engaging my last fried neurons to write this here. A two-month dopamine fast and break from this forum are what I have in mind. Until September, folks!
I say this because writing is a talent of mine to some extent. I also have a knack for languages. You might be surprised to learn that English is not my native one, although I can handle it just fine in most cases. Words flow with ease. My vocabulary is richer than most people's. I am versed in psychology and have the potential to become a polymath also.
Yet, here I am. An untouched potential that could amount to something. At least in theory. And I know many of you are clever, knowledgeable, hardworking, and handy people who could have become something great or close to it only if nature had not cursed you with neurodiversity and bad physical features.
We are burned out from years of social isolation and sexual frustration. We are tired of hiding and living in the slums of society due to genetic and environmental factors that are beyond our control. My potential is most likely going to be wasted. A life with no sex or validation from women means I can barely receive the motivation to work and concentrate on the important things.
Brutal realization that I could be something decent if women desired and wanted to be around me. My brain was destroyed by pornography and the internet because I had nothing else at my disposal when I felt alone. And I am engaging my last fried neurons to write this here. A two-month dopamine fast and break from this forum are what I have in mind. Until September, folks!
