When I was a kid to mid-teenage, I always sought a kind, cute lover who takes care of me, and so I take care of her. But now as an adult, I don't feel like that anymore.
It's more like an authority feeling, like I like a foid who is a rebel, arrogant, strong, loud yet stupid and positioned in a weak spot. I seek the feeling of putting her in her place after all her show, like let's say she acts like a foidiary foid, making fun of me publicly or doing something that lowers my respect. Then in private I'll beat the shit out of her and assrape her to release all my anger. She needs to be strong to overpower me but I need her in such a weak position in the relationship that she won't dare to overpower me.
It's more like an authority feeling, like I like a foid who is a rebel, arrogant, strong, loud yet stupid and positioned in a weak spot. I seek the feeling of putting her in her place after all her show, like let's say she acts like a foidiary foid, making fun of me publicly or doing something that lowers my respect. Then in private I'll beat the shit out of her and assrape her to release all my anger. She needs to be strong to overpower me but I need her in such a weak position in the relationship that she won't dare to overpower me.
Chad only tho
