I keep on self sabotaging

[Pollocrudo]

I genuinely cant stop, whenever i try to make friends i have to block them in fear that my dumb retard ND brain Will ruin everything, i even left therapy cause i dont deserve anything good, its all my fucking fault! EVERYTHING! I RUIN EVERYTHING! i dont deserve to ascend... But i dont wanna be a volcel ehiter....

 

[Animecel2D]

brutal shit

 

[Pacel]

Just keep trying, I had the same problem. I would go on auto-pilot whenever I was trying to talk to someone else and it would be really hard to even say what I was actually thinking. Eventually the fear goes away

 

[thisgoodlife]

Another neuroticcel. They always make for interesting observations, but never all that good at communicating anything else cohesively.

 

[Caichan]

what

 

[Emba]

Get a job with Exxon Mobil or BP, bro