Venting I keep getting intrusive thoughts about mutilating my face

[Deleted member 8353]

With the idea of scarring the fuck out of it. I hate my ugly face so much, just thinking about it makes me want to cry. Every time I see myself I keep thinking shit like "why do I look like this", as I don't feel like I should be ugly, it's not how I want to appear to other people. I've been obsessing over a couple pictures of myself and I keep thinking about getting my pocketknife and fucking my face up.

I hate being ugly so much, I don't think I can accurately express how much I wish I could look different.

 

[Grotesque]

But you'll still be ugly.

 

[OmniVoid]

Same bro. We're all doomed.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

But you'll still be ugly.

I know, it doesn't make sense. It's just that seeing myself in pictures makes me really angry.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I have an atrocious eye area. I can never come back from it

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I have an atrocious eye area.

Same bro, this shit is awful.

 

[Joelossus]

Back when i used to be obsessed about my nose i always dreamed of breaking it on purpose in hope that it would make it look less ugly

 

[Deleted member 7573]

But you'll still be ugly.

I keep having the same thoughts, there is already a couple of occasions that I cut my face with my razor blade, some were kind deep, when people asked me what happened I said I cut my face while shaving it, I really believe in the accident scar halo, it wont help with foids but if you have a really bad scar on your face, like a burn scar in the left side of your face, most people will not bully you because of your looks, I get a lot of bullying in my job and college because of my ugliness, I think if I had a burned face at least 80% of the humiliations wouldn't happen, most people would feel bad humiliating a burn victim

 

[StoicNihilist]

I feel your pain dude. Not only am I ugly, but I have some acne scars to.

 

[Michael15651]

I used to debate this since our worst camera angle is how attractive we truly are.

 

[nice_try]

If you're serious about this and not just larping:
Face Tattoos.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I used to debate this since our worst camera angle is how attractive we truly are.

Yeah and I look fucking terrible in pictures, it's over.

If you're serious about this and not just larping:
Face Tattoos.

ded srs

I've had these thoughts for years and they come and go.

 

[StaroRavager]

But you'll still be ugly.

 

[Deleted member 8206]

It makes me rly mad how ppl here struggle with these things everyday and stupid IT subhumans just keep mocking us all of them should be culled down for their hypocrisy

 

[ihaveno1]

I keep thinking about getting my pocketknife and fucking my face up.

bro dont do this man not a good decision