Blackpill I just wanted sex

[killedmycel]

Anything I do in attempt to ascend myself gets laughed at. I have countless examples. I remember having bad acne a couple years ago in high school and my parents would not even help me get the bare minimum topical shit (I had no money) and just told me to cope while literally laughing at my misery. I got laughed at for trying to diet. I even get laughed at for trying to moneymax. Almost like everyone knows there is no point for me. It feels like people have been trying to blackpill me my whole life. I never got the privilege of having anyone caring in my life try to even lie to me and tell me everything will be okay with the bluepill. I got beaten down my whole life for trying anything. I always thought I was like just one thing away from sex. Everyone, in their own way, let me know I am definitely not "one thing away." Over and over I get the impression that I am not a candidate in this life. I am not even allowed to want sex. I know there are plenty of people that will never get to slay but I was one of them that genuinely wanted to. It was made very clear to me, even by the people closest to me, that it is not going to happen. And that I should not want that. Me giving up is not rebellious at all, that was the plan that was predestined for me.

 

[cathuluelitist]

Anything I do in attempt to ascend myself gets laughed at. I have countless examples. I remember having bad acne a couple years ago in high school and my parents would not even help me get the bare minimum topical shit (I had no money) and just told me to cope while literally laughing at my misery. I got laughed at for trying to diet. I even get laughed at for trying to moneymax. Almost like everyone knows there is no point for me. It feels like people have been trying to blackpill me my whole life. I never got the privilege of having anyone caring in my life try to even lie to me and tell me everything will be okay with the bluepill. I got beaten down my whole life for trying anything. I always thought I was like just one thing away from sex. Everyone, in their own way, let me know I am definitely not "one thing away." Over and over I get the impression that I am not a candidate in this life. I am not even allowed to want sex. I know there are plenty of people that will never get to slay but I was one of them that genuinely wanted to. It was made very clear to me, even by the people closest to me, that it is not going to happen. And that I should not want that. Me giving up is not rebellious at all, that was the plan that was predestined for me.

same here, pretty much.

 

[cathuluelitist]

same here, pretty much.

I stopped trying in high school after I got gang attacked.

 

[Marklonely]

I agree and relate with this post so much sadly. Ive been trying to have sex for so long since I was 14 years old. Sometimes i wouldn't even think of sex, instead I would think about wanting a girl who would at least give me physical affection, so that I could have my sexual needs fulfilled. Instead now my sexual frustration has increased so much that i will stare at any girl and have the strongest urge to fuck them

I'm so tired of trying but I keep coping that one day, things will change(yet it never will)

 

[fastnbulbous]

Doesn't matter what subhumans like us want. We are genetic waste.

 

[Numetalist]

I am not a candidate in this life.

I feel this on a spiritual level.

Those who get sex take it for granted, people like us who really, really want it, are often told by those same people that it isn't everything, or that we should just find other hobbies.
Some people are just more sexually inclined than others, I'm sure there are a lot of happy women and good looking dudes who love sex and have the privilege of having it often. But when it comes to us, we just need to "find a different hobby."

This is one of the main and only things humans were programmed to do. How is it fair that a lot of us just get left out?

 

[GreerTech Creations]

Anything I do in attempt to ascend myself gets laughed at. I have countless examples. I remember having bad acne a couple years ago in high school and my parents would not even help me get the bare minimum topical shit (I had no money) and just told me to cope while literally laughing at my misery. I got laughed at for trying to diet. I even get laughed at for trying to moneymax. Almost like everyone knows there is no point for me. It feels like people have been trying to blackpill me my whole life. I never got the privilege of having anyone caring in my life try to even lie to me and tell me everything will be okay with the bluepill. I got beaten down my whole life for trying anything. I always thought I was like just one thing away from sex. Everyone, in their own way, let me know I am definitely not "one thing away." Over and over I get the impression that I am not a candidate in this life. I am not even allowed to want sex. I know there are plenty of people that will never get to slay but I was one of them that genuinely wanted to. It was made very clear to me, even by the people closest to me, that it is not going to happen. And that I should not want that. Me giving up is not rebellious at all, that was the plan that was predestined for me.

Build a robowaifu. Let local AI do what humans failed to do.