The Darkcel
Life Sucks and Then You Die
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- Nov 8, 2023
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Yah, so anyways..
I turned 29 today, which is (in hindsight) pretty crazy, considering I still look / act / think like I'm 24-25 yrs. old. Not saying I peaked around that time, but it was definitely around the time I officially gave up. Idk how old all of you guys are, but at a certain age it feels like "nothing" at that point. I have no friends and family never contacts me, so... my brother was the only one that said "Happy bday" but I could tell he knew I wouldn't care. Stayed in my room all day, slept longer because "why not" and went to the bar for a beer and Jack Daniels shot, ordered some shitty bar food and left. Of course, the bartenders had to be foids and ignored my ass the whole time, while talking to a bunch of drunk sports fans around me whom, no fucking surprise, were bigger / taller and better looking than me, yelling back and forth about stupid games that don't mean shit. Literally, like.. .fuck sports fans, they're the most toxic faggots out there and these are the so-called "norm" society we live in.
You're probably wondering "why" I went to the bar, well.. because I only do it so often and sometimes I have that "urge" to get out and maybe attempt to be "normal" but that never happens. What always happens, in fact, is I sit alone, end up being on my phone and just pretending to scroll random sites / like I'm actually engaging in some convo, but no.. i'm not, I'm just bullshitting. As soon as the foid bartender gives me my pizza rolls / before she can say her stupid "thanks for 'yadadada' come again" type of shit, i just grabbed the bag and left, did not give two single fucks. I'm at the point where I really do treat normies like garbage / NPC's because that's all they are to me. Being 29, it really is the end of the line for you... Seriously, fuck everyone and everything. Assuming I even make it til next year, to become a wizard and have Hagrid tell me "you're a wizard, Darkcel" and have to submit myself to Rodgerwarts and the School for Clitscraft and Wizardry; I can only guess I'll be dead before that time comes to fruition.
You guys who can make it past your 20's, i salute you... I don't know if I can. FML
I turned 29 today, which is (in hindsight) pretty crazy, considering I still look / act / think like I'm 24-25 yrs. old. Not saying I peaked around that time, but it was definitely around the time I officially gave up. Idk how old all of you guys are, but at a certain age it feels like "nothing" at that point. I have no friends and family never contacts me, so... my brother was the only one that said "Happy bday" but I could tell he knew I wouldn't care. Stayed in my room all day, slept longer because "why not" and went to the bar for a beer and Jack Daniels shot, ordered some shitty bar food and left. Of course, the bartenders had to be foids and ignored my ass the whole time, while talking to a bunch of drunk sports fans around me whom, no fucking surprise, were bigger / taller and better looking than me, yelling back and forth about stupid games that don't mean shit. Literally, like.. .fuck sports fans, they're the most toxic faggots out there and these are the so-called "norm" society we live in.
You're probably wondering "why" I went to the bar, well.. because I only do it so often and sometimes I have that "urge" to get out and maybe attempt to be "normal" but that never happens. What always happens, in fact, is I sit alone, end up being on my phone and just pretending to scroll random sites / like I'm actually engaging in some convo, but no.. i'm not, I'm just bullshitting. As soon as the foid bartender gives me my pizza rolls / before she can say her stupid "thanks for 'yadadada' come again" type of shit, i just grabbed the bag and left, did not give two single fucks. I'm at the point where I really do treat normies like garbage / NPC's because that's all they are to me. Being 29, it really is the end of the line for you... Seriously, fuck everyone and everything. Assuming I even make it til next year, to become a wizard and have Hagrid tell me "you're a wizard, Darkcel" and have to submit myself to Rodgerwarts and the School for Clitscraft and Wizardry; I can only guess I'll be dead before that time comes to fruition.
You guys who can make it past your 20's, i salute you... I don't know if I can. FML