Truecelcel
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I'm writing this alone in my flat right now. It's so fucking over. At 22 I'm a KHHV, 0 friends, gap year from uni, cause I'm about to get invasive back surgery (they're gonna pin 4 vertebrae together and I'll lose a rib to cover the pin) with a 1 year recovery period, and I just can't take it anymore. I will never get a girlfriend, or friends, or a good life. From the beginning I was set up to fail, chronically ill (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome) and raised by people diagnosed with mental illnesses. As a child I was never allowed to have hobbies (no sports, instruments, clubs, nothing at all). My life is so fucking gay, I'm NT and I will STILL never be normal.
It's just so fucking over.
I'm 100% roping before 30
It's just so fucking over.
I'm 100% roping before 30





