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azakhan
OG failure
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- Joined
- Oct 1, 2019
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i fucking hate myself i sometimes wish someone would clone me so i could kick the shit out of myself
i felt too much pain today so i decided to stab myself with a knife in a leg, cut isnt deep maybe 1 or 2 cm but it felt really good, now i understand emos, it helps a lot and it's better than punching yourself in the head (maybe that';s why i am so stupid now idk)
any way i fucked up sooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyyyyyyyyy things in my life in last few months that i deserve more pain
i fucked up my money situation
i fucked up my high school finals
i fucked up my job oppurtunity
i fucked up myself by eating too much sugar and having a shitty diet
and now im stabbing myself like a madman but what else am i suppose to do in my situation? nothing works may as well release my hatred towards myself i heard it's actually good to release the hatred and it's the only way i can do it, i wish i could just scream like in daredevil but i cant because i would wake up the neighbors
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ottkCTKq2SY
i felt too much pain today so i decided to stab myself with a knife in a leg, cut isnt deep maybe 1 or 2 cm but it felt really good, now i understand emos, it helps a lot and it's better than punching yourself in the head (maybe that';s why i am so stupid now idk)
any way i fucked up sooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyyyyyyyyy things in my life in last few months that i deserve more pain
i fucked up my money situation
i fucked up my high school finals
i fucked up my job oppurtunity
i fucked up myself by eating too much sugar and having a shitty diet
and now im stabbing myself like a madman but what else am i suppose to do in my situation? nothing works may as well release my hatred towards myself i heard it's actually good to release the hatred and it's the only way i can do it, i wish i could just scream like in daredevil but i cant because i would wake up the neighbors
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ottkCTKq2SY