i just stabbed myself in the leg (again)

[azakhan]

i fucking hate myself i sometimes wish someone would clone me so i could kick the shit out of myself
i felt too much pain today so i decided to stab myself with a knife in a leg, cut isnt deep maybe 1 or 2 cm but it felt really good, now i understand emos, it helps a lot and it's better than punching yourself in the head (maybe that';s why i am so stupid now idk)
any way i fucked up sooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyyyyyyyyy things in my life in last few months that i deserve more pain
i fucked up my money situation
i fucked up my high school finals
i fucked up my job oppurtunity
i fucked up myself by eating too much sugar and having a shitty diet
and now im stabbing myself like a madman but what else am i suppose to do in my situation? nothing works may as well release my hatred towards myself i heard it's actually good to release the hatred and it's the only way i can do it, i wish i could just scream like in daredevil but i cant because i would wake up the neighbors



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ottkCTKq2SY

 

[TheBasedCel]

might as well get a new watch

 

[azakhan]

might as well get a new watch
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i dont even feel hatred at people or women anymore, just myself and god (if he even exists)

 

[Deleted member 21324]

i sometimes wish someone would clone me so i could kick the shit out of myself

Let me get my cloning machine out real quick...

 

[Deleted member 8353]

The trick is to not let yourself get to the point where you're stabbing yourself in the leg.

 

[azakhan]

The trick is to not let yourself get to the point where you're stabbing yourself in the leg.

im beyond any points of normality
may as well b e crazy now im pretty sure im bipolar

 

[Deleted member 8353]

im beyond any points of normality
may as well b e crazy now im pretty sure im bipolar

Well making yourself uglier is a good way to make things worse for yourself. Do you want disfigured skin? At least punching yourself generally won't leave any permanent marks.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

At lest you're able to.

My hide is too thick for knives to pierce

 

[Deleted member 26140]

Let me give you a hug fren

 

[azakhan]

Well making yourself uglier is a good way to make things worse for yourself. Do you want disfigured skin? At least punching yourself generally won't leave any permanent marks.

i only do that on places that arent visible im not stupid

At lest you're able to.

My hide is too thick for knives to pierce

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bruutal gorillapill

Let me give you a hug fren
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thanks bro lets hope things get better

 

[Deleted member 17883]

At lest you're able to.

My hide is too thick for knives to pierce

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Try these. Can never fail with old school.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

Try these. Can never fail with old school.
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Lmfao. If a knife doesn't work, what makes you think these rinky dink old ass human tools will

 

[Deleted member 8353]

i only do that on places that arent visible im not stupid

Thing is, if you actually were to ever ascend, someone is going to see it. But you have a point, if it's over for you, then fucking up skin that is normally covered by clothes may not matter. I wouldn't recommend it though, the skin on my left arm and left leg is fucked tbh.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

The trick is to not let yourself get to the point where you're stabbing yourself in the leg.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

very brutal

 

[Deleted member 17883]

Lmfao. If a knife doesn't work, what makes you think these rinky dink old ass human tools will

Ok imma be honest. I did not think that through. I just thought a gorilla tryin to an hero itself with caveman weapon will make a good gif.

 

[ihaveno1]

very brutal

 

[FlamingCel]

i dont even feel hatred at people or women anymore, just myself and god (if he even exists)

god loves you. revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

 

[Sonozaki]

I tried cutting once or twice, yeah it makes your brain focus on physical pain and sight of your own blood so it reacts like you're in danger, which is why you get an adrenalline rush and also forget about any emotional pain for the moment + you feel like you are punishing yourself which is another addictive part, wouldnt recommend anyone to try as this was when I was literally losing it

 

[azakhan]

god loves you. revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

if he loves me why is he making me suffer so much? what is his master plan?

 

[Cuyen]

 

[FlamingCel]

if he loves me why is he making me suffer so much? what is his master plan?

this world is cruel but its temporary.paradise is eternal

 

[UglyBongola]

Bro you're a faggot

 

[azakhan]

Bro you're a faggot

says who

 

[UglyBongola]

says who

Says me

 

[Deleted member 25707]

Just end this painful suffering man

 

[Napoléoncel]

Taking out on yourself won’t do SHIT.

 

[Deleted member 24256]

The trick is to not let yourself get to the point where you're stabbing yourself in the leg.

 

[FinnCel]

I used to hurt myself with scissors when I was younger.
I hated my self so much

Now I do all damage to my body with alcohol as it is more acceptable way to do it

 

[Deleted member 24125]

i fucked up my money situation
i fucked up my high school finals
i fucked up my job oppurtunity
i fucked up myself by eating too much sugar and having a shitty diet

 

[RandomGuy]

god loves you. revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

A shepherd shall rise over the land who will not care for the lost, or seek the young, or heal the injured, or feed the healthy, but will eat the meat of the choice sheep, tearing off their hooves.

 

[metabuxx]

Sad shit man. Utterly brutal

 

[Sportbro]

Taking out on yourself won’t do SHIT.

 

[BlkPillPres]

This shit is cringe

"Muh hurting myself....... so edgy"

now im stabbing myself like a madman but what else am i suppose to do in my situation?

Uuuuuh fucking kill yourself, this isn't rocket science