Deathmint
Fanatic ThrashCel, Lunatic Trash
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4 months ago my dog died from cancer, one month later, my dad passed due to pneumonia. They were the only people who I was genuinely friendly (even tender) with.
Mom until their deaths was one of my enemies, starting arguments with me, teasing me for my failures, trusting TV more than my knowledge and judgment.
Things changed because, suddenly we were left alone only with each other. We sparsely talk to each other, but we don't fight. That's some progress.
As months passed, I wasn't able to show affection to anyone. Mom? No, memories and the fact the she's a foid, kill the desire to hug her.
Friends? I have none. "Colleagues" from uni? Those bastards?! Are you fucking kidding me?! Foids? Wait, what!?!?
My whole life, dad was someone I had a heart-to-heart convo with. My doggy was a nice, little ball of fur with beautiful, big eyes I could cuddle with.
Now, there's no one in my life. Motivation to power through life vanishes fast.
Mom until their deaths was one of my enemies, starting arguments with me, teasing me for my failures, trusting TV more than my knowledge and judgment.
Things changed because, suddenly we were left alone only with each other. We sparsely talk to each other, but we don't fight. That's some progress.
As months passed, I wasn't able to show affection to anyone. Mom? No, memories and the fact the she's a foid, kill the desire to hug her.
Friends? I have none. "Colleagues" from uni? Those bastards?! Are you fucking kidding me?! Foids? Wait, what!?!?
My whole life, dad was someone I had a heart-to-heart convo with. My doggy was a nice, little ball of fur with beautiful, big eyes I could cuddle with.
Now, there's no one in my life. Motivation to power through life vanishes fast.