Venting I just hate my life

[amiannoying]

Ofc I'm autistic fat ugly guy that has zero friends, never even held a girls hand.
Like I just feel emptiness from how much I hate my life.
I wish I was normal and had friends
I don't even know how to cope anymore literally no idea.

 

[fukurou]

are you up at night hours? lack of sun can cause depression

 

[amiannoying]

are you up at night hours? lack of sun can cause depression

I don't think lack of sun would be the reason I'm depressed, looking at eveyrhting I stated above.
My entire teenage years absolutely wasted and I don't see my future being any brighter

 

[fukurou]

I don't think lack of sun would be the reason I'm depressed, looking at eveyrhting I stated above.
My entire teenage years absolutely wasted and I don't see my future being any brighter

but do you sleep at night or the day?

 

[amiannoying]

but do you sleep at night or the day?

I sleep pretty normally, during the night, ofc my sleep schedule isn't perfect but it's not like im sleeping entire day

 

[Orbiter]

I'm feeling the same lately. no cope works. my body is only an empty shell.
my eyes observing other people living their life.
I start to dislike more and more people especially on social media. everybody who is force sharing their story with me wastes my fucking time on this miserable life and I hate how they get admired by other people just because their looks or because they have a big loud mouth. it has nothing to do with how I drink&eat how much I work out, sleep or how rich I am. people around me are either elitists that completely ignore me or complete low IQ smelly third worlder npc mongrels that resonate with nothing within me.
its all a cope that doesn't work ultimately because my life is empty.

 

[nihilum]

I hate it.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

View: https://youtu.be/fGv4EC2ZVFk?si=rU3TnKo7QProASb9

 

[AutistKing]

Me 2.