SuicideFuel I just can't do this anymore. The pain and hopelessness is just too much to bear, and yet I can't quit either. This is a special kind of hell.

[wereq]

I can't tolerate the painful stagnation and worthlessness of this wizard truecel NEET life anymore. I failed at everything and suck at everything. I don't have what it takes to achieve anything on my own and it has driven me into despair and ruin. Everyday I have to tell myself lies that I'll finally get there one day in the near future, just so that I don't lose my mind and collapse on the floor.

The only way I can keep myself going is by lying to myself that staying patient is worth it, when clearly in my heart I know that its not. There's nothing better coming for me down the line; things only stand to get worse as I age and head towards my doom, but I can't just quit life yet either without achieving something on my own because if I died without getting anything done, my final moments will be filled with unbearable regret and agony. I want to die in peace, not agony.

 

[KING NOTHING]

I want to die in peace, not agony.

 

[ALifeWastedOnRot]

I can't tolerate the painful stagnation and worthlessness of this wizard truecel NEET life anymore. I failed at everything and suck at everything. I don't have what it takes to achieve anything on my own and it has driven me into despair and ruin. Everyday I have to tell myself lies that I'll finally get there one day in the near future, just so that I don't lose my mind and collapse on the floor.

The only way I can keep myself going is by lying to myself that staying patient is worth it, when clearly in my heart I know that its not. There's nothing better coming for me down the line; things only stand to get worse as I age and head towards my doom, but I can't just quit life yet either without achieving something on my own because if I died without getting anything done, my final moments will be filled with unbearable regret and agony. I want to die in peace, not agony.

What's with the Ava?

 

[wereq]

This is not funny man. I'm in a lot of pain.

 

[wereq]

What's with the Ava?

Hell (new avi)

incels.is

 

[WeirdPanda]

I can't tolerate the painful stagnation and worthlessness of this wizard truecel NEET life anymore. I failed at everything and suck at everything. I don't have what it takes to achieve anything on my own and it has driven me into despair and ruin. Everyday I have to tell myself lies that I'll finally get there one day in the near future, just so that I don't lose my mind and collapse on the floor.

The only way I can keep myself going is by lying to myself that staying patient is worth it, when clearly in my heart I know that its not. There's nothing better coming for me down the line; things only stand to get worse as I age and head towards my doom, but I can't just quit life yet either without achieving something on my own because if I died without getting anything done, my final moments will be filled with unbearable regret and agony. I want to die in peace, not agony.

Get well soon brocel.

I'm trying my best to get my own personal fulfillment right now. Feel like that's the best thing an incel could have. Coping isn't necessarily a futile thing as long as you actually care about what you're coping with or can keep yourself caring.

I'm personally working on a project right now, which well, is more for my own personal fullfilment (hobbyism) than it is about making money. Although I wish to make money off this as well.

 

[|R12|]

 

[WeirdPanda]

What the fuck even is that?

 

[KING NOTHING]

You seem to have a severe case of overthinking.
I don't give much thought to my past or future as long as I'm doing alright in the present i.e. not homeless or starving.

 

[wereq]

Get well soon brocel.

Thank you.

I'm trying my best to get my own personal fulfillment right now. Feel like that's the best thing an incel could have. Coping isn't necessarily a futile thing as long as you actually care about what you're coping with or can keep yourself caring.

I'm trying this as well, but its gotten so hard that my cope is failing me now.

 

[wereq]

You seem to have a severe case of overthinking.
I don't give much thought to my past or future as long as I'm doing alright in the present i.e. not homeless or starving.

Incel Zombie​

 

[wereq]

What the fuck even is that?

Hell (new avi)

incels.is

 

[reveries]

If I read your post correctly you still have aspirations to improve and achieve, which is very good, and also means that there is in fact something to be done and the situation is not hopeless. But you lack the motivation and energy, right? There's a bunch of things you can try, all at once for maximum effect, like quitting fapping, getting on supper clean animal based diet, fixing your hormones and vitamin levels (most people are sick nowadays), would be a very good start, when your body and brain are healthy they will produce motivation to do shit automatically. You can DM me if you need any links/resources.
I was a homeless addict and was bedridden-level sick for almost a decade and suicidally depressed, and I'm recovered now so speaking from experience.

 

[wereq]

quitting fapping, getting on supper clean animal based diet, fixing your hormones and vitamin levels (most people are sick nowadays),

I'm going to try and fix my hormones and get some vitamin supplements.

I was a homeless addict and was bedridden-level sick for almost a decade and suicidally depressed, and I'm recovered now so speaking from experience.

Sounds a lot like me (except for the homeless addict part).

 

[caineturbat2003]

You seem to have a severe case of overthinking.
I don't give much thought to my past or future as long as I'm doing alright in the present i.e. not homeless or starving.

Well said, there's no point in contemplating about the future. Just focus on the present, follow a semi-hedonistic lifestyle, create your meaning and copes on a much more smaller scale and you're set.

 

[reveries]

I'm going to try and fix my hormones and get some vitamin supplements.

Try every proven shit at once. You'll get faster results and will be more motivated, especially if you're all or nothing type like me. It's better to go cold turkey on bad shit and fully emerge in the good stuff all at once.

 

[universallyabhorres]

I can't tolerate the painful stagnation and worthlessness of this wizard truecel NEET life anymore. I failed at everything and suck at everything. I don't have what it takes to achieve anything on my own and it has driven me into despair and ruin. Everyday I have to tell myself lies that I'll finally get there one day in the near future, just so that I don't lose my mind and collapse on the floor.

The only way I can keep myself going is by lying to myself that staying patient is worth it, when clearly in my heart I know that its not. There's nothing better coming for me down the line; things only stand to get worse as I age and head towards my doom, but I can't just quit life yet either without achieving something on my own because if I died without getting anything done, my final moments will be filled with unbearable regret and agony. I want to die in peace, not agony.

Don't go ER

 

[wereq]

Don't go ER

I will go ER only on myself.

 

[universallyabhorres]

I will go ER only on myself.

Don't hurt yourself, you can get an Indian stacy if you go for an arranged marriage and having kids is the ultimate accomplishment.

I was a homeless addict and was bedridden-level sick for almost a decade and suicidally depressed, and I'm recovered now so speaking from experience.

Damn, that's a hard road, how did you make it? Give me some tips, I could use more motivation.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

I hope you find some meaning in this life brocel

You just have to look within yourself and discover that you have many stories to tell. Don't do it for others, do it for you.

Best wishes

 

[wereq]

I hope you find some meaning in this life brocel

You just have to look within yourself and discover that you have many stories to tell. Don't do it for others, do it for you.

Best wishes

No one besides those like us want to hear our stories. Our lives are worthless and meaningless.

 

[suicidecase]

I feel the same. I know I have to kill myself, but I also know I'm too cowardly to do it. My life is completely irredeemable. I've destroyed everything. But I'm stuck. I can't live and I can't die.

 

[wereq]

I feel the same. I know I have to kill myself, but I also know I'm too cowardly to do it. My life is completely irredeemable. I've destroyed everything. But I'm stuck. I can't live and I can't die.

ME everyday. This life has been nothing but punishment but somehow I can't give in. I wish I could end it.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

No one besides those like us want to hear our stories. Our lives are worthless and meaningless.

Cope

It still means something to us though

 

[reveries]

Damn, that's a hard road, how did you make it? Give me some tips, I could use more motivation.

You mean health wise, or psychological stuff? I mostly relied on the former, because it's way more powerful

 

[SickWeakCoward]

I feel the same. I know I have to kill myself, but I also know I'm too cowardly to do it. My life is completely irredeemable. I've destroyed everything. But I'm stuck. I can't live and I can't die.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLcV2JUUifU

 

[universallyabhorres]

You mean health wise, or psychological stuff? I mostly relied on the former, because it's way more powerful

Either one is fine.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I hear you
That's why I sleep most of the time I don't want to be aware of this reality

 

[reveries]

Either one is fine.

Idk man, I don't know your situation so not sure if I can suggest anything that would help you specifically, especially psychological stuff, it's highly individual.
Regarding health - mostly just taught myself how to interpret medical shit and fixed my vitamin deficiencies and hormonal imbalances (both can cause depression, sluggishness, suicidality), cut out all the bullshit (fapping, eating shit (went on an extremely clean diet), stopped brainrotting on my phone/pc like a dopamine zombie (it reinforces your brain to stay ADHD), also had to physically isolate myself from my addiction), found a way to NEET so I can give my body maximum rest to recover, health got better then the brain got better as well.