I just can’t believe this is really it

[Clavicus Vile]

My one shot at existence, and this is what happened. Then it’s most likely just nothing forever. I feel so cheated. There is no reward at the end, there’s no compensation.

It’s just nothing. Which I’m fine with it being nothing but I didn’t get to enjoy any of this, I’ll never have payment for my suffering. It was such a waste of time and I was put here to suffer and die like a joke. It never meant anything.

Life had so much to offer but I was locked out of all of it. I’m having to face my sheer insignificance and worthlessness even harder.

 

[tired as fuck]

Whenever I think that there are countless experiences that I couldn't partake in in my youth, because of genetics or foids' small brains, I start breaking down. Literally everything you said represents my current status perfectly.

21 years of constant, invalidated suffering, for me. And since it apparently only gets worse as one ages... I hope I can see the ways of the whitepill and fully let go of my misplaced nostalgia and envy.

 

[captchawaffen]

We drew an unlucky lot
One shot and we missed.

 

[McFlurryCel]

 

[fastnbulbous]

I want a white life

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I want a white life

I want a white wife

Like in this image, I want to hug her and hold her hands

 

[fastnbulbous]

I want a white wife

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Like in this image, I want to hug her and hold her hands

I want her to whitewash my ethnic subhumanity

 

[tired as fuck]

I want her to whitewash my ethnic subhumanity

poetic

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I want her to whitewash my ethnic subhumanity

poetic

We need to transmute our subhuman genes by creampying the wombs of white stacies! Our inferior genes will be uplifted!

 

[THERAP1st]

My one shot at existence, and this is what happened. Then it’s most likely just nothing forever. I feel so cheated. There is no reward at the end, there’s no compensation.

It’s just nothing. Which I’m fine with it being nothing but I didn’t get to enjoy any of this, I’ll never have payment for my suffering. It was such a waste of time and I was put here to suffer and die like a joke. It never meant anything.

Life had so much to offer but I was locked out of all of it. I’m having to face my sheer insignificance and worthlessness even harder.

I stopped consuming normie media for this reason, seeing other people have what I cant like friendships and stuff just made me feel worse with myself

 

[fastnbulbous]

We need to transmute our subhuman genes by creampying the wombs of white stacies! Our inferior genes will be uplifted!

I want aryan stacies for every ethnic incel to keep as personal sex slaves

 

[NotoriousLoser]

The last time i felt joy was when i was 10/11 years old. Since then when puberty started life was a giga nightmare. And now at 30yo im a complete loser working a minimum wager(no motivation due to lack of friends and pssy) and questioning myself when this nightmare will finally end.