i had always thought that i had a good family where everyone loved each other. i have always been a naive kid. i always thought my grandparents were lovely people and loved me because i had never seen their bad side and they were always nice to me.
recently my father told me that in my early years of my life we lived with my grandparents, and my grandparents would mostly emotionally but also sometimes physically abuse me. my older cousin would often take things from me and beat me up and i would always retaliate but my grandparents would then yell at me and hit me to stop me from retaliating. suddenly it all made sense, i have always been bullied and i would never retaliate and have always had social axiety. i guess it must be because of that abuse in my childhood years.
i have literally no recollection of those memories, i never knew shit like that happened to me. i would always feel guilty when i didn't call my grandparents or uncle back due to depression because i thought they loved me. turns out that they had been my tormentors from the beginning. wolves in sheep's clothing. my grandfather has awful alzheimer's and they have no caretakers i hope my grandfather stumbles and falls on my grandmother and they starve to death and rot in their apartment. niggers
recently my father told me that in my early years of my life we lived with my grandparents, and my grandparents would mostly emotionally but also sometimes physically abuse me. my older cousin would often take things from me and beat me up and i would always retaliate but my grandparents would then yell at me and hit me to stop me from retaliating. suddenly it all made sense, i have always been bullied and i would never retaliate and have always had social axiety. i guess it must be because of that abuse in my childhood years.
i have literally no recollection of those memories, i never knew shit like that happened to me. i would always feel guilty when i didn't call my grandparents or uncle back due to depression because i thought they loved me. turns out that they had been my tormentors from the beginning. wolves in sheep's clothing. my grandfather has awful alzheimer's and they have no caretakers i hope my grandfather stumbles and falls on my grandmother and they starve to death and rot in their apartment. niggers
