Venting I honestly feel more embarrassed that I’ve yet to even have my first kiss than the fact that I’ve never had sex

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At least there are some virgin men out there who had opportunity for sex but abstained due to religious reasons or simply trying to find the right girl.
But those guys have at least kissed at a normal age. I haven’t even done that.
Feels bad.

Imagine me somehow getting a date and me trying to kiss. It would be fucking awful. She would know that I’ve never done this based on my lack of assertiveness for getting said kiss on top of my shitty kissing ability due to zero experience.
 
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ASS_F said:
At least there are some virgin men out there who had opportunity for sex but abstained due to religious reasons or simply trying to find the right girl.
But those guys have at least kissed at a normal age. I haven’t even done that.
Feels bad.
I haven’t kissed a girl either. You should be more embarrassed about that as it’s typically something that comes a stage before sex.
 
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15 year olds are getting their first kiss tonight and we with no experience will continue to rot while everyone is experimenting and experiencing something new. being ugly is a sin
 
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I don't get this obsession with kissing. Maybe it's a cultural thing, but I don't care about that. Never did.
 
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grondilu said:
I don't get this obsession with kissing. Maybe it's a cultural thing, but I don't care about that. Never did.
It’s just a thing couples do.
Also it’s a form of foreplay before sex.
 
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ASS_F said:
It’s just a thing couples do.
So because it's a thing people do, you're ashamed not to do it ?

Don't be such a NPC.
 
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Most prostitutes won't kiss you, because a kiss is more intimate to them than sex.
 
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grondilu said:
So because it's a thing people do, you're ashamed not to do it ?

Don't be such a NPC.
You’re on a forum where the majority of men feel bad for never having sex or dating at an advanced age.
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Most prostitutes won't kiss you, because a kiss is more intimate to them than sex.
I wouldn’t kiss a hooker even if she allowed it. To me kissing is intimate and isn’t something that can be faked.
You can have sex without intimacy. You can’t really kiss without it.
 
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ASS_F said:
You’re on a forum where the majority of men feel bad for never having sex or dating at an advanced age.
Yeah, but if you feel bad about it just because it makes you feel like you're not like everyone else, I have no sympathy for you whatsoever.
 
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grondilu said:
Yeah, but if you feel bad about it just because it makes you feel like you're not like everyone else, I have no sympathy for you whatsoever.
Whatever, man. I doubt you’re the majority here.
 
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this hits me in the feels
 
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Carotel said:
Most prostitutes won't kiss you, because a kiss is more intimate to them than sex.
fucking brutal :feelsrope:
 
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ASS_F said:
Whatever, man. I doubt you’re the majority here.
I mean, to be fair I can understand the desire to kiss someone in particular. Like when you're infatuated with a female, you can feel the desire to kiss her. I can understand that.

But the desire to kiss any female, just for the sake of it, to me that is just dumb.
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Most prostitutes won't kiss you, because a kiss is more intimate to them than sex.
Interestingly enough, Hollywood actresses don't seem to have that concern.
 
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grondilu said:
I mean, to be fair I can understand the desire to kiss someone in particular. Like when you're infatuated with a female, you can feel the desire to kiss her. I can understand that.

But the desire to kiss any female, just for the sake of it, to me that is just dumb.
Well I mean that’s what I’m implying. Obviously kissing some random chick isn’t my style.
But I feel bad for not doing it with someone I like. It’s both a reminder of my loneliness and my inferiority.
 
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ASS_F said:
Well I mean that’s what I’m implying. Obviously kissing some random chick isn’t my style.
But I feel bad for not doing it with someone I like. It’s both a reminder of my loneliness and my inferiority.
It's just odd, really. Even when I was was a truecel, that is before I went to prostitutes, that wasn't something that was bothering me. I desired physical contact and fantasized about having sex, but kissing was rarely in the picture.

Maybe it's because I watched too much porn. Who knows.

Or maybe it's because I'm very insecure about my mouth hygiene :feelshaha:
 
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Reminder that it is "normal" to have your first kiss when you are still under 10yo. Majority of girls have their first kiss while still in single digit ages.

and society wants to make up they can't consent LOL
 
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Reminder that it is "normal" to have your first kiss when you are still under 10yo. Majority of girls have their first kiss while still in single digit ages.

and society wants to make up they can't consent LOL
Are we talking a simple peck on the cheek among childhood friends? Or we talking French kissing?
I have a hard time imagining kids as young as you say are legit making out.
 
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15 year olds are getting their first kiss tonight and we with no experience will continue to rot while everyone is experimenting and experiencing something new. being ugly is a sin
More like 11-13 year olds. I legit got made fun of for being kissless when I was 13.
 
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grondilu said:
Interestingly enough, Hollywood actresses don't seem to have that concern.
I am thinking it's different because you are playing a role, you are portraying someone while a prostitute is selling sex/her body,. And I guess that's where it'sa bit different. I've heard somewhere that movie kisses aren't the same as real kisses either because they are tricking quite a lot there
 
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ASS_F said:
Are we talking a simple peck on the cheek among childhood friends? Or we talking French kissing?
I have a hard time imagining kids as young as you say are legit making out.
so just looked it up and yea it seems just peck kisses on the lips. read that tongue kissing is "real kissing" and that comes around 1-3 years later than a first kiss. first kisses ~10 and real making out 13-15.

either way i've had neither and would love to shove my tongue down a hot 10-15yo girl
 
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Pumkin said:
so just looked it up and yea it seems just peck kisses on the lips. read that tongue kissing is "real kissing" and that comes around 1-3 years later than a first kiss. first kisses ~10 and real making out 13-15.

either way i've had neither and would love to shove my tongue down a hot 10-15yo girl
Is this the FBI
 
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over for khhv cels ngl
over for me ngl
getting your first kiss is something basically 95% of people have done by age 16
 
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IamJacksBrokenHeart said:
over for khhv cels ngl
It's over for me ngl.

This the closest i can do to replicate it. It's over, this is how low my coping mind has thought of.:feelsrope:

 
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Carotel said:
Most prostitutes won't kiss you, because a kiss is more intimate to them than sex.


My russian prostitue wanted to kiss me and even tryed all the time .. i keeped my distance cuz who know who cummed in her mouth an hour earlier ..
 
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My russian prostitue wanted to kiss me and even tryed all the time .. i keeped my distance cuz who know who cummed in her mouth an hour earlier ..
>wanted to kiss me
Unless you’re the world’s biggest dumbass for paying a girl for sex even though she clearly wanted you (well okay the cumming in her mouth thing is gross, I’ll give you that), she never “wanted” to kiss you. She just wanted to get her reviews up by being a good little whore by pretending to show affection. In reality she probably is disgusted that she is fucking some disgusting unattractive bitch of a man. She is just a good actor. Otherwise you wouldn’t have to pay her to do this when she’s done it for free for her Chad boyfriends.
 
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Lmao what the fuck is that
It's an onahole and below is a bottle of lube meant to replicate saliva, not for kissing of course but I just threw in the idea. :forcedsmile:
 
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15 year olds are getting their first kiss tonight and we with no experience will continue to rot while everyone is experimenting and experiencing something new. being ugly is a sin
15 year olds are far ahead of their first kiss. You typically should get your first kiss at 12 or 13. Nowadays kids are having sex :feelspuke: at that age. I know since im in high school and hear braggers
 
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Llama said:
15 year olds are far ahead of their first kiss. You typically should get your first kiss at 12 or 13. Nowadays kids are having sex :feelspuke: at that age. I know since im in high school and hear braggers

This. lots of of 15 year old girls have fucked like 5+ men. By the time they get to college they're at 10+ and go into turboslutmode
 
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Llama said:
15 year olds are far ahead of their first kiss. You typically should get your first kiss at 12 or 13. Nowadays kids are having sex :feelspuke: at that age. I know since im in high school and hear braggers
Yeah all the people I hung around with in high school (tagged along, not actual friends they didn’t want me for that) were fucking.
And funny thing is some of the guys weren’t even that good looking. But I guess in high school it’s a little easier, but I was shy and subhuman so I never had a chance.
 
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>wanted to kiss me
Unless you’re the world’s biggest dumbass for paying a girl for sex even though she clearly wanted you (well okay the cumming in her mouth thing is gross, I’ll give you that), she never “wanted” to kiss you. She just wanted to get her reviews up by being a good little whore by pretending to show affection. In reality she probably is disgusted that she is fucking some disgusting unattractive bitch of a man. She is just a good actor. Otherwise you wouldn’t have to pay her to do this when she’s done it for free for her Chad boyfriends.

Mm..thank you for your honesty , i wouldnt consider myself a bitch .. unattractive yes ..but not a bitch .

Yeah i mention the kissing cuz incels here are saying that prostitue never kiss or show affection .

Good day
 
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This. lots of of 15 year old girls have fucked like 5+ men. By the time they get to college they're at 10+ and go into turboslutmode
10+ is a little. I know a girl (wrote a thread about her) who has given head to like 13 guys. If you think that high schoolers arent doing this shit youre fucking stupid. Disgusts me talking about it
 
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Mm..thank you for your honesty , i wouldnt consider myself a bitch .. unattractive yes ..but not a bitch .

Yeah i mention the kissing cuz incels here are saying that prostitue never kiss or show affection .

Good day
The affection is fake of course
I never said you were a little bitch per say but it’s common for less attractive guys who end up older virgins to be shy, socially awkward, timid and not very masculine. Traits no woman wants in a man.
 
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Yeah all the people I hung around with in high school (tagged along, not actual friends they didn’t want me for that) were fucking.
And funny thing is some of the guys weren’t even that good looking. But I guess in high school it’s a little easier, but I was shy and subhuman so I never had a chance.
Getting worse by the day with difficulty. Trying any way i can to ascend. Planning to fully commit to working out in 2020, so tomorrow or the next day to get supplies.
 
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Getting worse by the day with difficulty. Trying any way i can to ascend. Planning to fully commit to working out in 2020, so tomorrow or the next day to get supplies.
Also possible they were lying but who knows it always made me feel like shit to hear it
Like the one time these two dudes I went to lunch with during lunch period who talked about fingering some girl through her shorts in English class during a film
Like fuck man
Why couldn’t I experience that
 
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Also possible they were lying but who knows it always made me feel like shit to hear it
Like the one time these two dudes I went to lunch with during lunch period who talked about fingering some girl through her shorts in English class during a film
Like fuck man
Why couldn’t I experience that
High school is suifuel. I hear about the shit daily and i kinda just get really angry hearing about it. People usually dont lie, especially if they are talking to their friends. Chad only gets to finger a girl.
 
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10+ is a little. I know a girl (wrote a thread about her) who has given head to like 13 guys. If you think that high schoolers arent doing this shit youre fucking stupid. Disgusts me talking about it

Oh I know they are. But that foid that sucked 13 dicks didn't fuck every single one of those guys. Plus she is on the sluttier end of the spectrum. No, not an outlier, but I think 10+ dicks in the vagina is a fair average by the end of high school.
 
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High school is suifuel. I hear about the shit daily and i kinda just get really angry hearing about it. People usually dont lie, especially if they are talking to their friends. Chad only gets to finger a girl.
Sex stories or cute stories about what some guy did with his girlfriend or vice versa made me wanna hang myself
I can’t even handle it in fiction because it makes me feel awful
 
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Oh I know they are. But that foid that sucked 13 dicks didn't fuck every single one of those guys. Plus she is on the sluttier end of the spectrum. No, not an outlier, but I think 10+ dicks in the vagina is a fair average by the end of high school.
Cope, thats the norm for average foid im school
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Sex stories or cute stories about what some guy did with his girlfriend or vice versa made me wanna hang myself
I can’t even handle it in fiction because it makes me feel awful
Anytime i see romance in fiction or real life i try to block it out. Fuck that shit
 
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Cope, thats the norm for average foid im school


Even the ugly girls are sucking 13 dicks? BRUTAL
 
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Touching a female would be cool, but I don’t really have a desire to kiss or fuck them unless I get to impregnate them.
 
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Touching a female would be cool, but I don’t really have a desire to kiss or fuck them unless I get to impregnate them.

Either Cope or you're low T
 
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Emergency Manual said:
Touching a female would be cool, but I don’t really have a desire to kiss or fuck them unless I get to impregnate them.
Why would you want to have kids at this point in your life
I wouldn’t want to make a girl pregnant unless we were married and mutually wanted kids