LDAR I honestly do not believe how catastrophically horrible my life is

[kay']

I look at old pictures of me, when i was an oblivious kid and im like not in a million years that kid would have thought that this is his future.

not just unbelievable, literally unbelievable.

If i go to a therapist and tell them my life story they would think im fanficing them and need schizo meds. Either kick me out or not take me seriously.

Im a fucking coward honestly, anyone in my position would have gone er or roped long time ago.

 

[itsOver9000]

from early childhood it was over for me. Never stood a chance

 

[Paladin]

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