It's Over I haven’t slept properly since Monday

[subhumanmonkey]

Slept two hrs on tuesday, didn’t sleep Wednesday and slept 2 hrs last night. 4 fucking hours of sleep I’m losing my mind. The worst thing is the fact that I’m tired but my body refuses to sleep.

I deadass started hallucinating today and yet I still can’t sleep. Whenever I try my heart goes at 100MPH for some reason. Is it over for me

 

[tired as fuck]

it's the heat

 

[cattcell]

sleep now sleep well insAllah you see sexy stacy in your sleep

 

[Abgesang]

That does not sound good

 

[subhumanmonkey]

it's the heat

But I was sleeping just fine last week

 

[Pride]

Have you tried sleep medications

 

[Animecel2D]

Try hallucinating yourself to sleep

 

[subhumanmonkey]

That does not sound good

Am I dying? Maybe my body is finally trying to kill me

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Have you tried sleep medications

I’m not a big fan of meds

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Try hallucinating yourself to sleep

I wish it worked like that

 

[Animecel2D]

I wish it worked like that

 

[Pride]

I’m not a big fan of meds

If you’ve reached the point of hallucinating, I think sooner or later you’ll be forced to take them

 

[zd60]

Doesn't sound far off from how I sleep, i usually sleep in about 2-3 hour intervals sometimes with days between sleeping. its horrible because at times i would really like to sleep. I don't start getting hallucinations till about day 3

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Doesn't sound far off from how I sleep, i usually sleep in about 2-3 hour intervals sometimes with days between sleeping. its horrible because at times i would really like to sleep. I don't start getting hallucinations till about day 3

how long have you been living like this

 

[Fatbaldingcel]

Take zolpidem and consule a psychiatrist.
You have insomnia

 

[zd60]

how long have you been living like this

honestly as long as i can remember, i always had sleep problems even as a child i'd struggle to sleep and be awake for days before i'd just crash. its become more stable as the years have passed but still chaotic. anything beyond like 2-3 hours of sleep at a time and my body just rejects it.

i won't be able to fall back to sleep for hours or a day or two and if I do its just about 2 hours

 

[subhumanmonkey]

honestly as long as i can remember, i always had sleep problems even as a child i'd struggle to sleep and be awake for days before i'd just crash. its become more stable as the years have passed but still chaotic. anything beyond like 2-3 hours of sleep at a time and my body just rejects it.

i won't be able to fall back to sleep for hours or a day or two and if I do its just about 2 hours

Same I used to have crazy insomnia, like I just wouldn’t be able to sleep and it fucked my face up so bad. I look 40 now

 

[zd60]

Same I used to have crazy insomnia, like I just wouldn’t be able to sleep and it fucked my face up so bad. I look 40 now

same it still happens to me, but sometimes i'm not sure if its just basic insomnia or something else beyond fucked up.

it honestly wouldn't bother me as bad if it wasn't always tied to being horribly tired and brain fogged all the time. its destroyed my memory too

 

[subhumanmonkey]

same it still happens to me, but sometimes i'm not sure if its just basic insomnia or something else beyond fucked up.

it honestly wouldn't bother me as bad if it wasn't always tied to being horribly tired and brain fogged all the time. its destroyed my memory too

My memory is aids as well, I think it might be connected to my anxiety tbh I’ve never felt normal since I gained consciousness

 

[zd60]

My memory is aids as well, I think it might be connected to my anxiety tbh I’ve never felt normal since I gained consciousness

same, ever since i could coherently formulate my thoughts everything has felt wrong and not normal

 

[subhumanmonkey]

same, ever since i could coherently formulate my thoughts everything has felt wrong and not normal

Yh we’re doomed at least I don’t have to rope anymore since sleep deprivation will do the trick

 

[zd60]

Yh we’re doomed at least I don’t have to rope anymore since sleep deprivation will do the trick

oh god how i wish sleep deprivation would kill me faster, sadly were probably looking at more than a decade of living with it unless a miracle happens its a slow painful death with it

 

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