Discussion I havent eaten in 22hrs

[Çöshua]

Everything feels completely pointless, past experiences i keep thinking about, thinking about society in general is making me feel awful

people who say er was a hero or talk about going er are shortsighted
your life is already ruined from birth either way

i told myself to do some exercise today but i feel extremely weak and tired

I'm laid down with only a pajama shirt on, my teddy next to me, phone on 22w my charger net to me but i cba plugging in

hru

 

[mirrors]

How hungry do you feel?

 

[Çöshua]

How hungry do you feel?

I feel decently hungry moreso just exhausted

 

[mirrors]

I feel decently hungry moreso just exhausted

At least drink something bro

 

[Çöshua]

At least drink something bro

i have

 

[nihilist chud]

I wish I had something to eat rn Im hungry and broke

 

[Çöshua]

I wish I had something to eat rn Im hungry and broke

70p cookies from corner shop

 

[Cryo]

Nigga is AL

 

[nihilist chud]

70p cookies from corner shop

too late and i dont have money anyway i have to get a job but i dont want to and my parents eat crap

 

[Çöshua]

Nigga is AL

who

 

[Çöshua]

too late and i dont have money anyway i have to get a job but i dont want to and my parents eat crap

i hate my foster mum

 

[TheSupremeGentleman]

Everything feels completely pointless, past experiences i keep thinking about, thinking about society in general is making me feel awful

people who say er was a hero or talk about going er are shortsighted
your life is already ruined from birth either way

i told myself to do some exercise today but i feel extremely weak and tired

I'm laid down with only a pajama shirt on, my teddy next to me, phone on 22w my charger net to me but i cba plugging in

hru

Its over before conception, he just like you hated society for how it disadvanataged and treated him but he was a hero, a saint even he has more courage than you to fight against those he hates while you rot in bed and accept your role that society branded you ER rejected that and fought against those who disadvantaged him even though he knew it was ultimately meaningless he still continued in his fight. That is what makes someone a hero when his life feels hopeless due to others he fights those who did that to him. Im not telling you to go ER but im highlighting how ER IS a hero and a perfect representation of what society does to a person and how it can make them act even though ER never wanted to do what he did all he wanted was a normal life with a normal girlfriend who loved him.

 

[Çöshua]

Its over before conception, he just like you hated society for how it disadvanataged and treated him but he was a hero, a saint even he has more courage than you to fight against those he hates while you rot in bed and accept your role that society branded you ER rejected that and fought against those who disadvantaged him even though he knew it was ultimately meaningless he still continued in his fight. That is what makes someone a hero when his life feels hopeless due to others he fights those who did that to him. Im not telling you to go ER but im highlighting how ER IS a hero and a perfect representation of what society does to a person and how it can make them act even though ER never wanted to do what he did all he wanted was a normal life with a normal girlfriend who loved him.

legacy is irrelevant+ being liked by itself is irrelevant

how u felt during your life is all that matters

 

[TheSupremeGentleman]

legacy is irrelevant+ being liked by itself is irrelevant

how u felt during your life is all that matters

But legacy and being liked by others makes it easier to feel better in your life for example attractive people usually have easier self-esteem because people around them like them and tell them they are attractive and enough so if you have others do the same for you that they like you its the same not to mention the point wasnt even legacy it was about how he didn't succumb to total hopelessness he TRIED and thats what matters or in this case he realized that total hopelessness meant rebelling against those who disadvantaged you in his last moments I bet he felt damn good about what he did but we can value different things in life its fine

 

[Çöshua]

But legacy and being liked by others makes it easier to feel better in your life for example attractive people usually have easier self-esteem because people around them like them and tell them they are attractive and enough so if you have others do the same for you that they like you its the same not to mention the point wasnt even legacy it was about how he didn't succumb to total hopelessness he TRIED and thats what matters or in this case he realized that total hopelessness meant rebelling against those who disadvantaged you in his last moments I bet he felt damn good about what he did but we can value different things in life its fine

u said er was liked

only after death

and being liked in certain ways is irrelevant

being liked or hated BY ITSELF is irrelevant

thats what i said

 

[TheSupremeGentleman]

u said er was liked

only after death

and being liked in certain ways is irrelevant

being liked or hated BY ITSELF is irrelevant

thats what i said

Well yea I guess by itself but you cant look at things by themselves theres always context being liked is generally seen as a good thing unless you dont subsciribe to socialization then maybe being hated can be seen as a good thing depends tbh your point stands but that doesnt change that he was a hero whether he was liked or not because a majority of people that know ER dont like him they hate him infact