So I decided to go for a normierun thinking it would shrink my face a little, just to delude myself into appearing “tolerable” for everyday wageslave and groceries probably, because the way people look at me affects my mind whether I like it or not.
Stupid idea.
It’s 2:30 am here, obviously I would never do this at daytime, and luckily there’s nobody around.
At least Im enjoying the landscape. I tried to run releasing my jaw tension at each step, huge mistake. I stopped for a moment to look at my face and now it is fucking oblong, more than ever, and my expression is retarded deformed like a terminal cancer patient, Im so ashamed of this I cannot show myself like this, on top of that my head size is disproportionate, and I lost my will to run because of this.
There’s truly no hope. I wanna work and live only durning the night, I only feel safe when there’s nobody near me.
Stupid idea.
It’s 2:30 am here, obviously I would never do this at daytime, and luckily there’s nobody around.
At least Im enjoying the landscape. I tried to run releasing my jaw tension at each step, huge mistake. I stopped for a moment to look at my face and now it is fucking oblong, more than ever, and my expression is retarded deformed like a terminal cancer patient, Im so ashamed of this I cannot show myself like this, on top of that my head size is disproportionate, and I lost my will to run because of this.
There’s truly no hope. I wanna work and live only durning the night, I only feel safe when there’s nobody near me.
