It's Over i have tried to end my life 5 times . that's why

[RyderYe]

i was normal person before 2019 i got fucked after that directly . i had paranoia . social anxiety . agoraphobia
my family wants me to go and get a life

 

[TerribleFate]

Sorry to hear that, if you don't mind me asking how did you attempt?

 

[psyop]

How old are you and have you ever taken drugs

 

[coping_manlet]

Sorry to hear that, if you don't mind me asking how did you attempt?

He attempted with a shotgun blast to the face. Survived all 5 times

His head is shaped like a Cheeto at this point but he’s damn near invincible

 

[RyderYe]

Sorry to hear that, if you don't mind me asking how did you attempt?

the first 2 attempta were with pills i fund i took 50 of them and the same thing happened twice . hallucination and vomiting . the next 2 were hanging but that shit hurts a lot because my hands are free i always manege to grab something and survive the last time was with silly ibrofen pills

 

[RyderYe]

How old are you and have you ever taken drugs

in me country we don't have good drugs like in the other nations i use escitaloparm 20 mg when i can afford them

 

[RyderYe]

How old are you and have you ever taken drugs

I'm 19-20

 

[RyderYe]

He attempted with a shotgun blast to the face. Survived all 5 times

His head is shaped like a Cheeto at this point but he’s damn near invincible

did i just caught you talking about your self

 

[polymath.skeptic]

I'm 19-20

buddy i hope you are doing fine and alright

 

[RyderYe]

buddy i hope you are doing fine and alright

thank you bro i appreciate you

 

[coping_manlet]

Just remembER there is always a bettER option

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

i was normal person before 2019 i got fucked after that directly . i had paranoia . social anxiety . agoraphobia
my family wants me to go and get a life

If you're not an infiltrator, go and find God. Your soul is too valuable for eternal damnation.

 

[RyderYe]

If you're not an infiltrator, go and find God. Your soul is too valuable for eternal damnation.

i was born Muslim and i still live in retard ass Muslim extremist country
seeing the godly people all the time killing each other. what kind of god is that allow this what have i done to get throw this . i left god when i was 15 thankfully i was smart enough

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

i was born Muslim and i still live in retard ass Muslim extremist country
seeing the godly people all the time killing each other. what kind of god is that allow this what have i done to get throw this

Muslims don't have God.
They're barbaric idol worshippers. 'You will recognize them by their fruits.'

 

[TooSomething]

the first 2 attempta were with pills i fund i took 50 of them and the same thing happened twice . hallucination and vomiting . the next 2 were hanging but that shit hurts a lot because my hands are free i always manege to grab something and survive the last time was with silly ibrofen pills

Hanging hurts?

Damn, and I considered it as an option.

Shit.

 

[RyderYe]

Hanging hurts?

Damn, and I considered it as an option.

Shit.

nah this shit is bad asf

 

[RyderYe]

Muslims don't have God.
They're barbaric idol worshippers. 'You will recognize them by their fruits.'

i agree they are punch of animals
but how can whatever your religion is br any different

 

[TerribleFate]

the first 2 attempta were with pills i fund i took 50 of them and the same thing happened twice . hallucination and vomiting . the next 2 were hanging but that shit hurts a lot because my hands are free i always manege to grab something and survive the last time was with silly ibrofen pills

Damn, hope things get better for you man.

 

[Icarus]

If you're not an infiltrator, go and find God. Your soul is too valuable for eternal damnation.

Over for god copers

 

[TerribleFate]

Hanging hurts?

Damn, and I considered it as an option.

Shit.

Most self deletion options gotta hurt, but it shouldn't be for long.

 

[nazianime]

Hanging hurts?

Damn, and I considered it as an option.

Shit.

He did it wrong, just like the pills. That’s the worst method, he is not seriously trying to die.

Drop hanging you need enough height to snap your neck. frankly throwing yourself off a building seems more effective.

 

[RyderYe]

He did it wrong, just like the pills. That’s the worst method, he is not seriously trying to die.

Drop hanging you need enough height to snap your neck. frankly throwing yourself off a building seems more effective.

I'm bad at dying i guess

 

[RyderYe]

Damn, hope things get better for you man.

thank you

 

[nazianime]

I'm bad at dying i guess

I seen this in many suicidal people, they don’t die because they choose the worse methods or bailout. It’s a sign of being a coward, I been through it and I know at the end its cowardice. It takes a good amount of will power and dispare to do it, don’t feel bad for your failure.

 

[TooSomething]

He did it wrong, just like the pills. That’s the worst method, he is not seriously trying to die.

Drop hanging you need enough height to snap your neck. frankly throwing yourself off a building seems more effective.

So, I could just make a noose, tie it at a high bridge, make the rope short enough to not hit the ground but.long enough for my neck to snap.

Then jump don't wirh the noose around my neck.