Discussion I have to get out and work in a few hours

[aks74u]

In a few hours I have to go out and work, and of course it’s Saturday night. That’s what really gets to me. Everyone’s heading into the city to party, hook up, and act like fags with the people they find attractive, and that’s exactly where I have to be working. My job’s outdoors, right in the middle of it all, surrounded by the noise, the crowds, and the same idiots living it up. All i know is im gonna be really pissed and want to murder these fags when im out there.

If it wasn’t for my own stupid mistakes, spending too much when I felt hopeless, I wouldn’t even be in this position. Now I’m forced to go out there and earn just to get by for the next few days. I’m exhausted by it. I’m fed up. I don’t even know what to do anymore. I have to be around dickheads, make money, and pretend it doesn’t bother me. I’m just sick of it.

 

[FuckYou]

Good luck.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Fornication must be made a crime.
sexhavers must perish

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Brutal. It’s psychological torture watching everyone live the life you were locked out of at birth.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Same but every Friday

 

[Sir Silentium]

Fornication must be made a crime.

 

[aks74u]

Brutal. It’s psychological torture watching everyone live the life you were locked out of at birth.

It is, It really hurts me so much and at times i try to hold my tears when im outside cause it hurts so much.

 

[Giracel]

My job’s outdoors, right in the middle of it all, surrounded by the noise, the crowds, and the same idiots living it up.

This is how I feel when studying on weekend nights (such as tonight). At least I can stay in my room. Having to be around it all is a whole next level of brutality.

 

[aks74u]

This is how I feel when studying on weekend nights (such as tonight). At least I can stay in my room. Having to be around it all is a whole next level of brutality.

If i could somehow secure a work from home job it would be a miracle for me. But i highly doubt i can i have 0 skills. Can't even afford a laptop to make a change. I will just wait a see what happens

 

[SupremeSaint]

Fornication must be made a crime.
sexhavers must perish

 

[BornToLose]

Damn yeah I used to work this kind of thing. Probably will have to again some day

 

[Izayacel]

Fornication must be made a crime.
sexhavers must perish

 

[Izayacel]

Meanwhile im chilling and about to sleep in 2 hours , while being Neet .

 

[aks74u]

Meanwhile im chilling and about to sleep in 2 hours , while being Neet .

That sounds peaceful i hope you relax well im gonna be a neet soon this might be my only time going into shit. I'll see what happens.