I have nothing to look forward to in life

[starcrapoo]

Its only late monday night and I can't get to sleep. There's nothing for me to do or to eat/drink as I didn't stock up during the weekend.

I'm rotting on my bed thinking about the rest of this week and about the upcoming shitty weekend. I'm also thinking a bit about the near future as far as what I wanna do and where I wanna be. It looks bleak.

There's nothing.

Just youtube and my bed.

I envy those that actually have shit to look forward to day after day, week after week, month after month, and year after year.

I'm an oldcel with nothing to live for.

The thought of visiting south east asia or east asia and actually staying there was just a cope in retrospect. I'll likely be just as lonely there if not more lonely.

 

[Celius]

My only fond memories in life were from videogames.

 

[The Wolf]

How old? I'm 26, KHHV

I have nothing to look forward too, either

 

[starcrapoo]

mid 30s.

i like the small copes here and there but those get boring too over time.

even alcohol itself is pretty tiring.

 

[Sleepycell]

My only fond memories in life were from videogames.

Same thing for me too the only real good memories that i have is staying up till 3 am with my friends playing videogame's all night and laughing and talking about drama from school and also just talk about are overall lives and experiences and stuff nowadays I just have nothing to look forward to except daydreaming or going to sleep there is nothing else for me.

 

[Cuckoja]

Its only late monday night and I can't get to sleep. There's nothing for me to do or to eat/drink as I didn't stock up during the weekend.

I'm rotting on my bed thinking about the rest of this week and about the upcoming shitty weekend. I'm also thinking a bit about the near future as far as what I wanna do and where I wanna be. It looks bleak.

There's nothing.

Just youtube and my bed.

I envy those that actually have shit to look forward to day after day, week after week, month after month, and year after year.

I'm an oldcel with nothing to live for.

The thought of visiting south east asia or east asia and actually staying there was just a cope in retrospect. I'll likely be just as lonely there if not more lonely.

Relatable, except i find it calming when i have no responsibilities in life.

My only fond memories in life were from videogames.

Same.

 

[based_meme]

Its only late monday night and I can't get to sleep. There's nothing for me to do or to eat/drink as I didn't stock up during the weekend.

I'm rotting on my bed thinking about the rest of this week and about the upcoming shitty weekend. I'm also thinking a bit about the near future as far as what I wanna do and where I wanna be. It looks bleak.

There's nothing.

Just youtube and my bed.

I envy those that actually have shit to look forward to day after day, week after week, month after month, and year after year.

I'm an oldcel with nothing to live for.

The thought of visiting south east asia or east asia and actually staying there was just a cope in retrospect. I'll likely be just as lonely there if not more lonely.

How is your financial situation? If you're somewhat flush with spare cash, you could take up an expensive hobby, or take lessons in something like helicopter piloting.

 

[AcidTrip]

Go ER

 

[starcrapoo]

How is your financial situation? If you're somewhat flush with spare cash, you could take up an expensive hobby, or take lessons in something like helicopter piloting.

I'm not rich but I'm not poor either.

Sometimes the copes just get old and I fall into a deeper slump.

I'm thinking about getting back into fishing atm. Its a great way to kill a ton of time during the weekend and is therapeutic.

 

[based_meme]

I'm thinking about getting back into fishing atm. Its a great way to kill a ton of time during the weekend and is therapeutic.

OK, nice.